I can't really find a meaningful title and did not want to write rubbish.
so that explained the title -untitled-. HAHA!
it's almost time for me to slp.. then I realised I havent blogged for long.
The first month of 2012 has passed, which I was totally relieved cuz it was a really bad month for me.
Work was crazy despite it being the 1st month and of course, with the shortage of manpower.
Now I need to have double-me, so that I can finish my work.
CNY was a blast with tonnes of food on the table.
Did not do much visiting this year. and well, holiday was really short and before you know it, work started already.
my portfolio this year is to focus on expanding on a niche marker: the law industry.
it is definitely not an easy task for me to do research on the law firms and how job search and hiring is being done as lawyers keep these things low profile for god-knows-what reason.
and i was particularly worried that i am not able to carry myself well in front of law students and of course, current lawyers that i will have to meet with.
my english is a problem too. that made me pretty stressed. even thinking about what to wear for a law-ish event was killing me.
and of course, wda-calibrelink was killing me as usual. with all the super outdated window media player that they have.
i had been re-rendering videos in different formats for WEEKS. and I am still not done with them.
If i am to leave my job, one of the factors would definitely be the long term collaboration with this bunch of people.
just when i thought, okay perhaps we still have some hope to fly high with this whole new concept.
despite being super short of manpower, i was still willing to give it a shot.
then, the delaying of pay for january has to happen.
this time round, they were late for days - it actually became an usual thing - but guess what? they only banked in 50% of my pay on friday, the remaining will come in mid feb.
I mean - what the hell is this?!
the only thing they cannot shortchange me about is my pay.
i need it for my due payments for credit cards, school fees, and bills.
not everyone is as rich as my managers u know.
this was absolutely an outburst of uncertainty about how long this co. can last.
and just in time, i completed my resume. and of course, this weekend, i started sending out job applications.
just that, nothing really interests me other than going back to work with students, i must say.
so that kept my market really small. and without degree, im not sure how much im worth going back there.
and. i actually have the burning desire to start QSS up all over again.
back then, i was afraid of this and that, of course it is because i was in the midst of my studies and debts were growing each day.
now, im almost clearing them. last payment for sch fees are coming too.
and then, manfred said he'll invest if i produce a sound biz proposal. I mean - why not!
of course, the major disadvantage is sis is going aussie.
so right now, i am going to just do the necessary research i need to do. at least find out what the rest are doing out there.
yes i agree market may be saturated and all, and it may not be as easy as it seems.
but really, who really had all the experience and knowledge when they started a business. and i am pretty sure i don't want to do the things the rest are doing.
and that is also why, research is important. so that i can think of somehting different and look out for available resources.
i am definitely not doing this on my own. but i need to know what and who i need.
recently boss asked me to do a biz proposal for the law industry that we're working on.
im actually more interested in doing a biz proposal for my own dream-business. of course right.
even if it wouldnt work out, or nothing will come out.
why not. take it as an exercise and it may not be too bad an idea. lol.
okay. my fingers are freezing and i want to go and read on my stuff before i zzzz on bed.
gdnight! lets hope this week wont feel so shitty.
im going for aerobic kickboxing class with my colleague tomorrow, cant wait! WHEE!
bYe.
so that explained the title -untitled-. HAHA!
it's almost time for me to slp.. then I realised I havent blogged for long.
The first month of 2012 has passed, which I was totally relieved cuz it was a really bad month for me.
Work was crazy despite it being the 1st month and of course, with the shortage of manpower.
Now I need to have double-me, so that I can finish my work.
CNY was a blast with tonnes of food on the table.
Did not do much visiting this year. and well, holiday was really short and before you know it, work started already.
my portfolio this year is to focus on expanding on a niche marker: the law industry.
it is definitely not an easy task for me to do research on the law firms and how job search and hiring is being done as lawyers keep these things low profile for god-knows-what reason.
and i was particularly worried that i am not able to carry myself well in front of law students and of course, current lawyers that i will have to meet with.
my english is a problem too. that made me pretty stressed. even thinking about what to wear for a law-ish event was killing me.
and of course, wda-calibrelink was killing me as usual. with all the super outdated window media player that they have.
i had been re-rendering videos in different formats for WEEKS. and I am still not done with them.
If i am to leave my job, one of the factors would definitely be the long term collaboration with this bunch of people.
just when i thought, okay perhaps we still have some hope to fly high with this whole new concept.
despite being super short of manpower, i was still willing to give it a shot.
then, the delaying of pay for january has to happen.
this time round, they were late for days - it actually became an usual thing - but guess what? they only banked in 50% of my pay on friday, the remaining will come in mid feb.
I mean - what the hell is this?!
the only thing they cannot shortchange me about is my pay.
i need it for my due payments for credit cards, school fees, and bills.
not everyone is as rich as my managers u know.
this was absolutely an outburst of uncertainty about how long this co. can last.
and just in time, i completed my resume. and of course, this weekend, i started sending out job applications.
just that, nothing really interests me other than going back to work with students, i must say.
so that kept my market really small. and without degree, im not sure how much im worth going back there.
and. i actually have the burning desire to start QSS up all over again.
back then, i was afraid of this and that, of course it is because i was in the midst of my studies and debts were growing each day.
now, im almost clearing them. last payment for sch fees are coming too.
and then, manfred said he'll invest if i produce a sound biz proposal. I mean - why not!
of course, the major disadvantage is sis is going aussie.
so right now, i am going to just do the necessary research i need to do. at least find out what the rest are doing out there.
yes i agree market may be saturated and all, and it may not be as easy as it seems.
but really, who really had all the experience and knowledge when they started a business. and i am pretty sure i don't want to do the things the rest are doing.
and that is also why, research is important. so that i can think of somehting different and look out for available resources.
i am definitely not doing this on my own. but i need to know what and who i need.
recently boss asked me to do a biz proposal for the law industry that we're working on.
im actually more interested in doing a biz proposal for my own dream-business. of course right.
even if it wouldnt work out, or nothing will come out.
why not. take it as an exercise and it may not be too bad an idea. lol.
okay. my fingers are freezing and i want to go and read on my stuff before i zzzz on bed.
gdnight! lets hope this week wont feel so shitty.
im going for aerobic kickboxing class with my colleague tomorrow, cant wait! WHEE!
bYe.
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