It has only been 2 days since work started for the week and i feel like it took forever.
the amount of work we all have to do now is, crazy.
it's 11.30pm now. And im still editing videos.
Say you are proud of me, because i edited like 8 videos for the entire day today, non stop.
whats more exciting is my boss happened to stumble upon a bitchy conversation i was having w michelle via email.
and BOOM there it went. and the angst lasted all the way until today.
Mich was super upset that i forgot to close the email window when she walked by.
seriously, that was a so so so genuine careless mistake i made because i was crazily working on 2 computers at the same time yesterday!
Sigh. apologized to boss last night via sms. and she didn't reply, as usual. but of course, tweeting nonsense to retaliate is simply her forte.
that got mich even more upset.
i felt so bad last night that i couldnt get myself to slp.
and today, to my dismay, i had to be careless enough to paste another stupid sentence onto boss's convo window.
when it's meant for mich.
honestly, that wasnt bitching time. but worrying time and just talking about it.
but of course, if im my boss. i would jolly well think that these idiots are bitching about me right now.
so yup. mich was damn pissed off with me and all the F words came out on lync.
saying how careless i could be, and committing the same mistakes was just crazy.
yup i totally agree. agreed. and agreed.
but she said it as though i did it on purpose, since i wasn't implicated and it all seemed like the words came from her.
aiyah whatever LAH. seriously.
if u're meant to bitch, u get it, u swallow it, u suck it up.
FML that I have to deal with such emotions every single day of my life.
not like, i don't have enough work to keep my mind busy.
This January has been real bad for me.
not sure if it's a ggreat great signal to tell me to change a job right now.
but i am and i will.
gonna finish up my resume, write the letter, and find a job.
life is fucked up when u're thrown tonnes of work and u still have to deal with all these 'girls' emotions.
i dont know how many times i have cried recently.
i only know, im not taking it well. and i need a break.
even the JB trip didn't help. sad to say.
my spirits are kept low ALL the time these days.
i don't know how to describe it.
and now... im stuck.
where do i go from here?
what do i want to do?
i don't know.
i only know. im tired of this crap.
hate the fact that i allow all this to happen right in front of my eyes.
and i can't do anything about it.
i'm so god damn tired. yet another day tomorrow, i am so so close to taking mc.
i need a breeeeeaaaaaaakkkkkk.
i detest the place i work in right now. honestly do.
sigh. alright. negative vibes all over in the air.
it's time for bed. before i go crazy.
the amount of work we all have to do now is, crazy.
it's 11.30pm now. And im still editing videos.
Say you are proud of me, because i edited like 8 videos for the entire day today, non stop.
whats more exciting is my boss happened to stumble upon a bitchy conversation i was having w michelle via email.
and BOOM there it went. and the angst lasted all the way until today.
Mich was super upset that i forgot to close the email window when she walked by.
seriously, that was a so so so genuine careless mistake i made because i was crazily working on 2 computers at the same time yesterday!
Sigh. apologized to boss last night via sms. and she didn't reply, as usual. but of course, tweeting nonsense to retaliate is simply her forte.
that got mich even more upset.
i felt so bad last night that i couldnt get myself to slp.
and today, to my dismay, i had to be careless enough to paste another stupid sentence onto boss's convo window.
when it's meant for mich.
honestly, that wasnt bitching time. but worrying time and just talking about it.
but of course, if im my boss. i would jolly well think that these idiots are bitching about me right now.
so yup. mich was damn pissed off with me and all the F words came out on lync.
saying how careless i could be, and committing the same mistakes was just crazy.
yup i totally agree. agreed. and agreed.
but she said it as though i did it on purpose, since i wasn't implicated and it all seemed like the words came from her.
aiyah whatever LAH. seriously.
if u're meant to bitch, u get it, u swallow it, u suck it up.
FML that I have to deal with such emotions every single day of my life.
not like, i don't have enough work to keep my mind busy.
This January has been real bad for me.
not sure if it's a ggreat great signal to tell me to change a job right now.
but i am and i will.
gonna finish up my resume, write the letter, and find a job.
life is fucked up when u're thrown tonnes of work and u still have to deal with all these 'girls' emotions.
i dont know how many times i have cried recently.
i only know, im not taking it well. and i need a break.
even the JB trip didn't help. sad to say.
my spirits are kept low ALL the time these days.
i don't know how to describe it.
and now... im stuck.
where do i go from here?
what do i want to do?
i don't know.
i only know. im tired of this crap.
hate the fact that i allow all this to happen right in front of my eyes.
and i can't do anything about it.
i'm so god damn tired. yet another day tomorrow, i am so so close to taking mc.
i need a breeeeeaaaaaaakkkkkk.
i detest the place i work in right now. honestly do.
sigh. alright. negative vibes all over in the air.
it's time for bed. before i go crazy.
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