PHEW. I must say something before i start talking about any other thing:
I AM FINALLY HOME.
This is probably the only trip that i was dying to get home.
Guess everything just didn't start the right way.
Fought damn badly with bf on Friday night - after the good friday the 13th curse falling upon me that day.
I cried like a baby.
Havent cried this much for the longest time, simply because i felt like i am breaking apart due to work and studies stress.
and of course, the trigger was there.
And next day, woke up at 6am and there we go. Met bf for breakfast - and yup sleep was always good for me to cool down and be happy once again.
only thing that did not start right was i had super puffy eyes and was not having a good feeling about the trip.
and yup! lets talk about all the good things:
1) everyone 'seemed' excited
2) Celebrated Mic's bdae and i saw the super duper big milk tea!
3) paintball was damn scary, but was super awesome watching the guys play. i simply love my bf. that totally made me fall all over again. haha
4) tune hotel was great for staying
5) mic's friend was damn nice to drive us in one car, while the rest needed to cab on the first day. saved us a great deal.
6) go kart was damn fun!
but of course. i really must say.
i did not entirely enjoy the trip. really. with the little needle in me that was growing overtime, and pricked me all the time.
i hated the fact that we did not insist on the car rental - that cost us to be going merry go round with the stupid dishonest malaysian drivers.
it was really really really really, frustrating, until the point that i blew this afternoon. when the taxi meter hit 80 ringgit.
well, that was showing my anger meter too. i guess.
i was really angry, with of course you-know-who. who insisted on getting the cabs instead of car rental, and we had to walk almost 1 km plus, when the driver got pissed and dropped us at some stupid petrol kiosk. i tell you, such experiences are one of a kind.
i don't think i'll want that again. to be stuck in a stupid cab that was damn small, and in the end we did not reach our destination.
there were, in fact, many trigger points to the explosion of anger.
and there we go, another f-emo and over-sensitive friend of ours.
sigh. and then another one who's always not willing to pay more than what she eats, and always insisted on splitting the bill with the rest of the group.
like seriously? we don't have enough chilli to add on to the plate.
these people, just don't realise, how the few kind souls had been giving in all this while. to make sure that the group still move on as a group.
so. with all these, was it enjoyable?
simply not. i just couldnt wait to g.e.t. h.o.m.e
now. home sweet home.
and i have to face the hard reality again.
filling up my resume and be prepared to send out applications for a job.
i am not sure how this is going to turn out to be. honestly.
but i am sure, i don't want to be going home from a trip, thinking about how much im dreading home, work and studies.
life really sucks at this moment.
it was also, pretty sad on friday night, that i realised the good and close friends that i once looked upon,
are no longer available for me to pour my sorrows.
they have their own problems, own life, and of course, own soul mates to talk to.
it's really pretty sad u know.
i wished i never had to feel this way. because it felt really pathetic.
see, too much things were runnning thru my mind.
the only time that i wasnt thinking about such things, was when i was on the track in the go kart.
because i was too busy thinking about how to not get myself hurt or flipped over. lol.
the only thing i was happy about was to spend some really quality time with the girls - clar n my bimbotic twin.
though i missed the totally heart-to-heart talk last night.
i think that was the only time the trip was worth going.
it's definitely not easy having to spend time together like that. :)
and of course, i nv felt i needed any other guy in my life, other than the bf who blended in so well with my friends, and always on the lookout for me thruout the trip.
i really think sometimes, i take things for granted. but i try not to. and shall learn that.
alright. it is now my time to koon.
gdnight!
I AM FINALLY HOME.
This is probably the only trip that i was dying to get home.
Guess everything just didn't start the right way.
Fought damn badly with bf on Friday night - after the good friday the 13th curse falling upon me that day.
I cried like a baby.
Havent cried this much for the longest time, simply because i felt like i am breaking apart due to work and studies stress.
and of course, the trigger was there.
And next day, woke up at 6am and there we go. Met bf for breakfast - and yup sleep was always good for me to cool down and be happy once again.
only thing that did not start right was i had super puffy eyes and was not having a good feeling about the trip.
and yup! lets talk about all the good things:
1) everyone 'seemed' excited
2) Celebrated Mic's bdae and i saw the super duper big milk tea!
3) paintball was damn scary, but was super awesome watching the guys play. i simply love my bf. that totally made me fall all over again. haha
4) tune hotel was great for staying
5) mic's friend was damn nice to drive us in one car, while the rest needed to cab on the first day. saved us a great deal.
6) go kart was damn fun!
but of course. i really must say.
i did not entirely enjoy the trip. really. with the little needle in me that was growing overtime, and pricked me all the time.
i hated the fact that we did not insist on the car rental - that cost us to be going merry go round with the stupid dishonest malaysian drivers.
it was really really really really, frustrating, until the point that i blew this afternoon. when the taxi meter hit 80 ringgit.
well, that was showing my anger meter too. i guess.
i was really angry, with of course you-know-who. who insisted on getting the cabs instead of car rental, and we had to walk almost 1 km plus, when the driver got pissed and dropped us at some stupid petrol kiosk. i tell you, such experiences are one of a kind.
i don't think i'll want that again. to be stuck in a stupid cab that was damn small, and in the end we did not reach our destination.
there were, in fact, many trigger points to the explosion of anger.
and there we go, another f-emo and over-sensitive friend of ours.
sigh. and then another one who's always not willing to pay more than what she eats, and always insisted on splitting the bill with the rest of the group.
like seriously? we don't have enough chilli to add on to the plate.
these people, just don't realise, how the few kind souls had been giving in all this while. to make sure that the group still move on as a group.
so. with all these, was it enjoyable?
simply not. i just couldnt wait to g.e.t. h.o.m.e
now. home sweet home.
and i have to face the hard reality again.
filling up my resume and be prepared to send out applications for a job.
i am not sure how this is going to turn out to be. honestly.
but i am sure, i don't want to be going home from a trip, thinking about how much im dreading home, work and studies.
life really sucks at this moment.
it was also, pretty sad on friday night, that i realised the good and close friends that i once looked upon,
are no longer available for me to pour my sorrows.
they have their own problems, own life, and of course, own soul mates to talk to.
it's really pretty sad u know.
i wished i never had to feel this way. because it felt really pathetic.
see, too much things were runnning thru my mind.
the only time that i wasnt thinking about such things, was when i was on the track in the go kart.
because i was too busy thinking about how to not get myself hurt or flipped over. lol.
the only thing i was happy about was to spend some really quality time with the girls - clar n my bimbotic twin.
though i missed the totally heart-to-heart talk last night.
i think that was the only time the trip was worth going.
it's definitely not easy having to spend time together like that. :)
and of course, i nv felt i needed any other guy in my life, other than the bf who blended in so well with my friends, and always on the lookout for me thruout the trip.
i really think sometimes, i take things for granted. but i try not to. and shall learn that.
alright. it is now my time to koon.
gdnight!
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