It's been the outburst of all my frustrations today.
I really. really. really. hate working.
this whole week had been crappy.
Worked like hell, slept and worked like hell, slept and work again.
thats what I'd been doing.
Whats most frustrating is, i hate working for someone who's jolly well giving me all her work.
if you are not interested, jolly well declare it.
say that you're super uninterested in this business, and u just want to close it down.
i mean - why not?
enough of complaints. i think i've complained enough for the week.
and yes, i am drafting my new resume now. and i will be finding a new job.
as soon as im back in office to finish up my resume. i'll send it out.
it's sad that i was so excited to start with a year ago.
thinking that this is going to be great venture.
but apparently, u will realise that if your boss don't try hard enough.
and she's an inflexible mind control freak,
nothing new will come out of it.
it'll just be - her ideas.
waste of my life, my youth, and buried ideas.
especially when i run errands for her like i'm her PA or even worse, a slave.
fucked
she tells me to tell my colleagues to do this do that, every single day.
she avoids partner's phone calls, and when the calls finally reach me, i get shit.
fuck it. and i cant be rude because im a frigging exec.
in the private sector - executives are the lowest beings, are they?
well, made to be.
i also have rude partners, like wda.
i have irritating people from schs who spam my phone when im busy.
if i don't pick up, isn't it obvious that i am busy?
like give me and my phone a break?
and best. finally outburst.
bf got so frustrated with my complaints, scolded me for not telling my boss that im not happy.
Hello. some people are just not meant to do some things.
not everyone can be like him. to just shoots off the mouth.
if i can, i'd be earning big bucks.
but i know i wont be because all i want, is to get a reasonable pay. and live my life as it is.
i complain, whine, as usual, is to vent out my frustrations.
i don't need anyone to tell me what to do. because i know, what im supposed to do but i just can't do it.
come on. perhaps suggestions on how to vent my frustrations better will be great.
like playing angry gran, jetpack, go shopping, go to the beach, go home, whatever.
i don't know how to feel now.
having a really bad day. angry and upset. over everyone and myself.
i just want to stay at home, and skip the JB trip tomor.
had been skipping classes.
i'm so god damn tired, everyday
wont be listening even if i went.
how like that. fuck my life.
im damn stressed up. i wonder if anyone would know.
so frigging irritated.
i don't know how to get thru this.
i don't want to fight.
but i don't want to add on the stress level too.
so perhaps it's best not to talk.
and just leave me alone. i'll be better that way. and make u feel better.
god damn it.
I really. really. really. hate working.
this whole week had been crappy.
Worked like hell, slept and worked like hell, slept and work again.
thats what I'd been doing.
Whats most frustrating is, i hate working for someone who's jolly well giving me all her work.
if you are not interested, jolly well declare it.
say that you're super uninterested in this business, and u just want to close it down.
i mean - why not?
enough of complaints. i think i've complained enough for the week.
and yes, i am drafting my new resume now. and i will be finding a new job.
as soon as im back in office to finish up my resume. i'll send it out.
it's sad that i was so excited to start with a year ago.
thinking that this is going to be great venture.
but apparently, u will realise that if your boss don't try hard enough.
and she's an inflexible mind control freak,
nothing new will come out of it.
it'll just be - her ideas.
waste of my life, my youth, and buried ideas.
especially when i run errands for her like i'm her PA or even worse, a slave.
fucked
she tells me to tell my colleagues to do this do that, every single day.
she avoids partner's phone calls, and when the calls finally reach me, i get shit.
fuck it. and i cant be rude because im a frigging exec.
in the private sector - executives are the lowest beings, are they?
well, made to be.
i also have rude partners, like wda.
i have irritating people from schs who spam my phone when im busy.
if i don't pick up, isn't it obvious that i am busy?
like give me and my phone a break?
and best. finally outburst.
bf got so frustrated with my complaints, scolded me for not telling my boss that im not happy.
Hello. some people are just not meant to do some things.
not everyone can be like him. to just shoots off the mouth.
if i can, i'd be earning big bucks.
but i know i wont be because all i want, is to get a reasonable pay. and live my life as it is.
i complain, whine, as usual, is to vent out my frustrations.
i don't need anyone to tell me what to do. because i know, what im supposed to do but i just can't do it.
come on. perhaps suggestions on how to vent my frustrations better will be great.
like playing angry gran, jetpack, go shopping, go to the beach, go home, whatever.
i don't know how to feel now.
having a really bad day. angry and upset. over everyone and myself.
i just want to stay at home, and skip the JB trip tomor.
had been skipping classes.
i'm so god damn tired, everyday
wont be listening even if i went.
how like that. fuck my life.
im damn stressed up. i wonder if anyone would know.
so frigging irritated.
i don't know how to get thru this.
i don't want to fight.
but i don't want to add on the stress level too.
so perhaps it's best not to talk.
and just leave me alone. i'll be better that way. and make u feel better.
god damn it.
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