Hello world, merry xmas to all, if any of my friends are reading this post. :)
I'd been wanting to blog for the past few days, but honestly life had been really too chaotic.
i felt that i din even have much time to rest.
today is the first day after the past 2 weeks that i switched on my computer and watched some shows.
And it does feel DAMN good, slacking home not doing anything!
of course, given this festive season, i have received xmas greetings from some friends and people that perhaps i barely remember.
it's good to hear from them though.
sometimes we'd been so busy that i think, we forget about one another.
22nd thursday night was a blast because i attended my company dinner at Wavve restaurant.
it totally felt like a social networking session with colleagues from other branches and sister companies.
from our team, only kiran and i were there. i especially hated such gatherings because we just talk nonstop about things that don't really bother us.
it got me pretty bored from time to time.
i have, for the first time, see that my ceo is a man who loves to get ppl drinking.
ppl who can drink, are considered good.
those who cant, like me, are considered lousy.
and there u go seeing the managers gulping down one glass after another.
whether they like it or not.
we will all have to recognize that in a corporate world, it's no longer about how hard u work, but how hard u try to please your boss.
i ended up drinking beer the whole night, laughing at my drunk colleagues.
and then got frightened by one of them who kept chasing after me after he got drunk.
till i got so scared that i started hiding behind ppl.
oh well. that was a culture shock to me i guesS? LOL.
i never ever thought that drinking could be such a disaster. and i nv once felt so strongly that i had to go home.
was quite drunk by the time i got home at 1am. got nagged by parents and there u go, i slept without even showering... GRR gross i know.
thank god i was on leave on 23rd.
but i felt rather sorry having the hangover because it was supposed to be a graet day out with bf. =.=
but the day got better after lunch!
we shopped and yay he bought some really nice shirts - which i loved! :)
i can totally see that he's trying to dress a little older these days. so cute! :)
watched sherlock holmes and it was a great show to laugh our heads off.
christmas eve was a bad bad day to be shopping in town. GRR!!
brought bf to my hairdresser in far east and he has a new hairstyle now!
totally removed his helmet hair and i am ever happy about it. :)
what a good looking and nicely dressed bf now. hahah! not that he was not to start with. LOL
i nearly fainted - literally - squeezing with the crowd from wisma to taka.
it was a HORRIFYING experience walking thru the crowd.
but i had to because needed to shop for xmas presents for my colleagues - yes xmas dinner is tonight.
sigh, what a bomb that i have planted for myself. my heart is bleeding!
had a very nice dinner with tx and family last night at pizza hut.
i cant help but to feel good because im mingling really well with his parents and bro right now.
it feels strangely good that i feel that i have another family out there right now.
how often do i get to have dinner with my own parents?
well, hardly these days, especially when i was all alone at home last night when they're out gambling.
oh well. i shall not comment too much on that because they do need to enjoy themselves once inawhile.
recently, it has hit me rather badly that i'm losing my bff.
once called. i mean.
for the past many months, i tried so hard just to arrange for a dinner that comes only in months
and now, its especially harder when his gf came to spore to stay.
i mean - if it's for permanent - i guess we will nv have our own fair share of private moments anymore.
i know he has to care about how his gf feels.
but i ever remembered how hard i tried to meet and all despite having a bf like tx.
it got me pretty upset for the past few days acknowledging this fact, thinking that my own bestie would be different from other guys
but sadly, no.
so yup! for the new year, i am not going to put in much effort to arrange for meetups anymore.
because i have reached my limits and did not understand why i have to go thru all this.
not that i am not a busy person, i am HELL busy. and i guess when grace chan says she gives up, she means it.
so yup....... i wish him all the best. not that it's not a happy thing to start with. :)
clar and ben are going to aussie next year.
now i am already feeling it despite its another half a year to go.
sigh so it indeed feels different when one is going to be really far away.
once so felt it when mic and debo went overseas.
lets just hope that the friendship remains - of course it will! - while everyone grows in their own paths
okay! blog again!
i really really really love my boyfriend. :)
lets reflect on the year when i have more time, and more energy next week. :P
I'd been wanting to blog for the past few days, but honestly life had been really too chaotic.
i felt that i din even have much time to rest.
today is the first day after the past 2 weeks that i switched on my computer and watched some shows.
And it does feel DAMN good, slacking home not doing anything!
of course, given this festive season, i have received xmas greetings from some friends and people that perhaps i barely remember.
it's good to hear from them though.
sometimes we'd been so busy that i think, we forget about one another.
22nd thursday night was a blast because i attended my company dinner at Wavve restaurant.
it totally felt like a social networking session with colleagues from other branches and sister companies.
from our team, only kiran and i were there. i especially hated such gatherings because we just talk nonstop about things that don't really bother us.
it got me pretty bored from time to time.
i have, for the first time, see that my ceo is a man who loves to get ppl drinking.
ppl who can drink, are considered good.
those who cant, like me, are considered lousy.
and there u go seeing the managers gulping down one glass after another.
whether they like it or not.
we will all have to recognize that in a corporate world, it's no longer about how hard u work, but how hard u try to please your boss.
i ended up drinking beer the whole night, laughing at my drunk colleagues.
and then got frightened by one of them who kept chasing after me after he got drunk.
till i got so scared that i started hiding behind ppl.
oh well. that was a culture shock to me i guesS? LOL.
i never ever thought that drinking could be such a disaster. and i nv once felt so strongly that i had to go home.
was quite drunk by the time i got home at 1am. got nagged by parents and there u go, i slept without even showering... GRR gross i know.
thank god i was on leave on 23rd.
but i felt rather sorry having the hangover because it was supposed to be a graet day out with bf. =.=
but the day got better after lunch!
we shopped and yay he bought some really nice shirts - which i loved! :)
i can totally see that he's trying to dress a little older these days. so cute! :)
watched sherlock holmes and it was a great show to laugh our heads off.
christmas eve was a bad bad day to be shopping in town. GRR!!
brought bf to my hairdresser in far east and he has a new hairstyle now!
totally removed his helmet hair and i am ever happy about it. :)
what a good looking and nicely dressed bf now. hahah! not that he was not to start with. LOL
i nearly fainted - literally - squeezing with the crowd from wisma to taka.
it was a HORRIFYING experience walking thru the crowd.
but i had to because needed to shop for xmas presents for my colleagues - yes xmas dinner is tonight.
sigh, what a bomb that i have planted for myself. my heart is bleeding!
had a very nice dinner with tx and family last night at pizza hut.
i cant help but to feel good because im mingling really well with his parents and bro right now.
it feels strangely good that i feel that i have another family out there right now.
how often do i get to have dinner with my own parents?
well, hardly these days, especially when i was all alone at home last night when they're out gambling.
oh well. i shall not comment too much on that because they do need to enjoy themselves once inawhile.
recently, it has hit me rather badly that i'm losing my bff.
once called. i mean.
for the past many months, i tried so hard just to arrange for a dinner that comes only in months
and now, its especially harder when his gf came to spore to stay.
i mean - if it's for permanent - i guess we will nv have our own fair share of private moments anymore.
i know he has to care about how his gf feels.
but i ever remembered how hard i tried to meet and all despite having a bf like tx.
it got me pretty upset for the past few days acknowledging this fact, thinking that my own bestie would be different from other guys
but sadly, no.
so yup! for the new year, i am not going to put in much effort to arrange for meetups anymore.
because i have reached my limits and did not understand why i have to go thru all this.
not that i am not a busy person, i am HELL busy. and i guess when grace chan says she gives up, she means it.
so yup....... i wish him all the best. not that it's not a happy thing to start with. :)
clar and ben are going to aussie next year.
now i am already feeling it despite its another half a year to go.
sigh so it indeed feels different when one is going to be really far away.
once so felt it when mic and debo went overseas.
lets just hope that the friendship remains - of course it will! - while everyone grows in their own paths
okay! blog again!
i really really really love my boyfriend. :)
lets reflect on the year when i have more time, and more energy next week. :P
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