breathless nights

AWW. my nose had been blocked since days ago.

and it always happens whenever i'm slping at night.

these nights had been the most uncomfortable ones.

had mid year review with boss yesterday.

once again, it's nothing but work.

talking about upcoming plans, next year's plans

it was quite weird listening to all that because i know i wasnt receptive at all.

I no longer want to accept heavier workload that is to come with the same pay i'm fetching.

but i went, ok ok ok ok.

of course - because now it's still not confirmed if the new company wants me.

but being two-faced indeed felt funny.

everyone told me it's normal, but perhaps i'm just not getting the way of life just yet.

i'm glad the ice cream is finally heading towards halal certification

i finally found wooden spoon to replace the expensive wooden spoons

come on, i'm such an asset to KW can... hahaha.

next two weeks gotta chiong going to schools before school officially closes in end oct/early nov.

i hope my body can still take the travelling.

it's taking a toll on me these days.

MONEY - makes me worry too much nowadays.

tx has effectively passed his flu virus to me.

and now he's recovering and im dying.

AIYO. i havent showered my dog for ages but i've been so tired to do so... feeling bad..

met zhiwei for dinner yesterday.

it was definitely a super good catching up with each other since damn long ago. =)

we went to this jap restaurant at heeren, with an 'A' cert given by AVA..

and guess what, there was a HUGE rat that ran across the dining floor. how interesting. YUCK!

Janice is finally looking for a new job.

and Janelle has finally started studying.

i'm so happy for two of them. =)

well. for myself? i just need more money to feel a little happier in life these days...

tiredddddd. i need to complain.

i'm sick and my bf said hes supposed to buy dessert for me.

and in the end told me he'll end late and he's not coming.

oh my, i was so disappoibnted can!

still had to be nice and said it's ok

it's actually NOT ok.

if you cant do something, don't ever give anyone hope.

thats the most basic thing in life isn't it.

so yup.... i'm officially ignoring. cant be bothered.

shall just go and slp and feel better tomorrow morning.

already whole time studying work studying work

now i cant even get some EXTRA care and concern.

it's no wonder i'm feeling grumpy feeling sick these days............. sian......

alrighty. off to bed.

gdnight!