long time

Havent been blogging.
life hasnt been too exciting.
and i must admit i am enjoying the time after work these few days.
no lessons, no meetings.
I hope i am not being too nonchalent with regards to week 0 prep.
Maze is in progress, the only sad thing is AR is taking a darn long time to get logisitcs settled.

little lame disputes have to occur amongst main comms.
and seriously, now is really not the right time.

but i am amazed that logisitcs are more or less done.
just that, i still have tonnes of money to spend.
well. maybe it's time to get them to buy more canvas sheets?
since im going to take back mine.
we shall see. =)

gastric had been acting up like crazy for the 1st 2 days of the week.
it was so bad that i could barely focus at work.
but i had been rather productive.
the feeling of getting back to work feels great.

just that, of course. the stress on upkeeping sales just doesnt feel too good.
but i will work harder, at least for the next 1 year.

i am in deep consideration if i should change a job next year.
not that i do not like the work i'm doing now.
but my aim is to get higher pay.
so.. now it's rather conflicting doing things i enjoy, and earning more money.
guess it's hard to have both worlds.
isn't it always the case when we learn to love what we're doing?
that explains everything.
just that, said is easier than done.
perhaps, i'm getting a little too comfortable working here.
flexible leave/offs, freedom from boss, CCA, recognition for my work...
well.. all these are deifnitely not established within 1 or 2 months.
i'll need to start all over again if im to change to a new job.

well well well.
it's all too early to say anything! =)
lets wait for increment and see how much it is.
oh man. grace u're money face.
YES I AM. =)
at least, it is a major motivating and survival factor.

rights. boss is on leave today.
im taking a little off from work....
surf net. BLEAH. =)

love.