Hectic

life had been really hectic.
i hardly have time to breathe.
even if i have time, i have no energy.
that just sucks altogether.

work had been sucking up my life bit by bit.
as the new year started,
i had been crazily working, nonstop for the past 3 days.
the only time i get the rest is lunchtime - my top fav timing still.
Ice cream orders are increasing, enquries, emails, pricing etc.
Ice cream storage becomes a pending problem.
delivery becomes a problem, and not settled yet.
late payments from customers are bad too.
entrepreneurship, sales of ice creams in sch, schedule plans, work plan flow, yada yada..
and even the shifting of chairs from KW to TP, and TP to KW becomes MY BUSINESS.
People come and go, leaving requests, instructions, and i'm left alone to do the show.
oh well - tell me how.
i do not want to feel that i'm underpaid to a certain extent.
cuz i know when i feel that way, life at work is no longer fulfilling.
I simply cannot imagine myself taking over QA/QC in a month's time.
God, i do not have the time!

studies club, sucking out my blood too.
OLTC recruitment started this week.
i seriously had no idea how they could've started all these when they barely started anything else.
interview qns, flow for interview, interviewers.
and it doesnt help when LC recruitment started at the same time period.
The change of teammember in the team has also caused me little distress.
other than admin details, you need to be tactful.
Openhouse this week definitely didn't help too -
1) sales of ice cream whole day long for 3 days
2) social entreprenuership - raise funds for IMH ppl.
SIGH. it feels bad when u have to do all these by urself, and being the person who makes decisions.

Interview lasts the whole week next week.
I wont be able to make it on the first day, due to classes.
and that made me rather worried to leave these kids along, sought help from mag hor.

work and part time classes really don't work out too well.
I foresee the next 3 years of my life to remain hectic and stressful.
i raelly do not know, how will i cope.
and a disgusting thought came into my mind, i even have the intentions of running week 0 again next year - to improve myself in terms of guiding the kids.
i'm definnitely GROSS.

Bf and i havent had time to meet, and wont have time to meet for the next 1 month.
the most once a week, simple meal, and lets go back and slp.
i do not know if this will work out well, and uncertainty does not help me to destress at all.

imagine - i got a call from 1 main comm at 7.30am just now.
for what? peer tutoring.
cried over the fact that he couldnt meet tkb's expectations and asked me how.
just because he couldnt do publicity for 3 diplomas today, and start peer tutoring this week.
my solution was - do for other diplomas then, since he could still catch them.
i seriously do not understand how bad it'll sound if he's to just get out of his own lect and run for publicity and briefing for 10 min.
this kid made me laugh.
and made me realise - they are getting dependent.
i don't think the ratio of 1:15 helps.

ok. time for work.
i thank god for daddy who fetched me to work on this rainy morn.
class last night officially drained me.
i need slp. badly.
if not i know whats coming for me. GOSH. SIAN.

alrights. back to work!
hope next week is a better week?
i hope the week after can be a better one.
go go go !