YAWN.

grrrrr. im really veryyyyy tired.

thank god it's weekend.
i cant stand another day at work.

SIGH.
work seriously hasnt been good for me this week.
full of nonsense. full of common sensical comments
it's... just annoying.
gettingme frustrated when i already am.

oh well. putting aside all nonsensical work matters.
i had been really frustrated with certain ppl in my life.
of course number 1 on the list will be wallace lim.
who acted as though im in the wrong right now.
im very disturbed. and affected.
but im not going to relent. like for wad.
he has pushed me to adopt the same way i have treated the asc shits earlier on.
so... if thats the way he wants it, i can do it.
im gonna start taming my tongue soon. had been cursing too much recently.
HMPH.

number 2 on the list is peck.
come on.. i seriously do not understand why this is happening.
why must i focus my attention on her all the time?
i have my own life, and it definitely doesnt revolves around her..
when i reply late.. im ignoring.
when i say i don't want dinner, i don't care.
freak lah okie... from now on im not going to try so hard being one's friend.
either accept the way i am, or just go away.
don't expect too much from me as a friend.
cuz i have tasted the bad side on trying too hard, and i get scolded fuck you.
so.. too tired. no energy okie.
don't want to entertain, or feel bad cuz of her sarcastic remarks about my life.
told her. and hope it sinks in this time round.

recce-ed palawan beach for the last time this morning.
it was a shock to see tentages set up for june holidays.
thank god, the beach will still be opened to public next tues.
FAs. getting really frustrated. sigh.
if it's all just for fun.. why bother sometimes.
getting angry and frustated is already way out of line
just... cant be bothered.
suck it up. for one last time. and we're gone foreveer.
if everything was just to pacify and appease, just shut up and go away.
note that we only require constructive comments. not destructive remarks that make one uncomfortable.
sigh. big fat sigh.
hang in there grace chan. another 3 more days.

feeling rather bad to put juve on a spot.
sigh. it is equally demoralising to be seeing her cui look.
poor thing. hope things get better.
of course, not going to be easy with that ass around.

i seriously do not know wads going on these days.
i don't like to be giving excuses such that i dont have to meet or see or talk to thes eppl.
don't want means don't want.
but stupid me. just find it hard to juggle.
damn it.

lalalallalalalala.
wish list for july: feel happier.
no OT and nonsense at work, no common sense lectures from boss.
no shit from mark tan. no crap from students.
Happier things:
meet janice and janelle MORE often, i MISs them!
meet deborah Khoo of course my beloved.
go cycling with sis. =) ubin rocks.
do thigns that i like on weekends. HAHA.
meet ppl i want, and not obliged to meet.
make my own ice cream cakeeee. yuMmy.
study more marketing concepts!
and.. be a happier person
save more money. but still need to shop. grrr.

lala!
i want to paint my room SOON.
say only. but hope it's coming up next on my agenda after sandcastle is over.

im tired.
really want to slp. it's 9 plus pm.
time for bed.
gdnight.

JANICE im seeing you tomorrow.
we need to talk. about life.
and only some knows what this means.
=) cant wait.

ciao.