exhausted

brought nephew home.
he's damn adorable.
i love him and my dog. and my funny mum.
being at home beats everything else.

bugger. bugger. bugger.
made me damn tired.
i shall not entertain anyone who does not appreciate the good will.
since i have done it before, i can always do it again.
sis has a poker face, and i have my own way of ignoring.
oh well. so be it.

mark tan seriously caused a blunder for me today.
idiotic.
made me photocopy papers like an idiot in the room
while he was BUSY talking nonsense with kids at concourse when he claimed he has tonnes of things to do.
nvm.
met boss today about entrepreneurship workshop tomorrow.

come on. tell me what makes u look like u have common sense
when u decide to change 2 ppt slides per page to 6 slides per page?
mark printed out 2 slides per page.. i bloody hell photocopied Loh.
when it reaches the boss, i was crowned with NO COMMON SENSE and WASTE paper.
he said,
'i thought it was common sensical to counter suggest to mark that 6 slides per page will be sufficient'
oh god damn it. how'd i know your criteria, i thought bigger slides will be good for jotting down notes....and the champion mark just went.. aiya anything also can one... freak lah
at least in the past, i nv liked 6 slides.
it's a matter of preference here.... not bloody common sense.
i hate it whenever he starts his common sensical theory of life.

lab session was annoying.
eveyrthing is running out.
am i supposed to be topping up the stuff? damn it.

well. though day was rather bad.
but i received a nice present on my desk at the end of the day.
hershey chocolate in a tub. how sweet. =)
supposed to take one when im emo-ing.
oh. i think i can take ten at one go right now.
but it's okie. i don't want to get fatter. =/
note was, i was supposed to bring in home in case edric eats it all.
HAHA. wth. but true.
that idiot ate up the whole box of my bubble gums.

my cute little doggie is now busy entertaining me.
i love her, i really do.
i cant imagine what will happen when she gets old and.. life goes on.
SIGH.
chao emo.

as we grow older,
some friends are meant to be kept forever.
and some.. you can just treat them as a phase of life that you have passed
and yes, say good bye.
life is already not easy,
i don't need difficult ppl to make things tougher.

and right now. im at the crossroads.
i don't really know wad i want in life.
and selfishly, im not deciding and having any conclusion in mind.
but sometimes, i really don't feel like thikning and consider and weigh pros and cons anymore.
forcing the brain and heart to tally is bloody difficult.
sigh. im sorry if i have hurt or am going to hurt anyone in anyway cuz of my lousy character trait.

getaway! look forward to sunday.
janice is flying back. ho ho ho.
lovely.

gdnight.