tsk tsk

YAwn. it's 150am in the morning.
i just got home less than 20 min ago!
showered, all ready to sleep once my hair is dried!

lala. a 1001 thing to do at work.
thank god it's weekend!
i have 1 more day allowance on not to think anything about work.
it's my privilege. thank god.

met desmond chow for dinner last night.
like OMG. i havent seem him for like 6 years?
now im seriously missing secondary school days.
first it was back to TK, then now im seeing the oldest people around.
it felt REALLY nice seeing him once again. and it's sad to hear so much things have happened over the years..
i mean.. ppl change, things happen.
oh well. im just glad that all of us are all well and strong.
having a good mindset ahead for life is so impt.
without that, we cant survive.

well. He was working as an outdoor instructor all these while after ORd.
i asked, what do you need to be an instructor like that?
without hesitation, all i heard from him was, 'good looks'
god. i nearly died. HAHA.

next was movie, 17 again at tamp mall with peck.
WA LAO. Zac Efron is DAMN HOT.
now he's nicely settled onto my wall paper.
he's gotta see me every night for quite sometime until i decide to change. HEHE.
jaq, i totally agree with you that he's hot.
thanks for telling me to watch this show!!! hahaha.. im retarded.

Today. Saturday.
im officially broke.
sandcastle building was still on the go.
it's damn sad to realise that there is really no nice sand in CHANGI beach.
now im even wondering if sentosa is gonna be a good spot.
qss is having its 1st sand operations in JUne.
i am getting anxious! because... we do not have the time.
guess the next few weeks we're gonna drown ourselves in the sun and sand.
i do not know how many times will i get burnt all over again.
but i guess all these are simply worth it. =)

Astons was next straight after sand building at east coast.
YUmmy. HUngry. but the wait was a long one.
then we sang our hearts out from 8 till 11pm.
that was damn good for venting frustrations.
it's like... therapy.
but sad songs are getting me a little emo here and there.
hmph. ANNOYING!

Pool at classic was next on the list!
HAHA. thanks for making me realise i do have weird postures while playing pool.
Form wasnt too good today. but i'd say zw is good!
HAHA. but i'll win him one day lah~~~~~~ just a matter of time. ho ho ho.

home sweet home.
my weird neighbour is washing his bike in the carpark at like wee hours?
haha. weird guy. weird twin of his brother.
but too bad, i don't recognise who's who anyway.
so conclusion is: both are weird.
i don't know what is this paragraph for anyway. =p

many thoughts are running thru my mind.
i just have a main conclusion in my mind.
sometimes... we should just not spend time on people who are not willing to do the same for us.
if you ask me to, then i'll do it.
if you do not need me around, then i'll disappear.
like.. WHY SHOULD I?
people these days are getting a little absurd with their little demanding ways of liviing.
if i do not look for you. i don't see or hear from you.
when asked WHY did i not, it seems like i have nv tried.
and now im supposed to make sure im visible so you'd stop and spare sometime for me.
i'm sorry, but thats not working out at all.
GO FLY KITE.
im getting myself out of the FJ realm.
At the very least, I know im not like wallace lim.

great! it's exactly 1 year since i just had my miserable break up w my bf.
how sweet. not like im supposed to celebrate like it's some 1 year anni.
but it does get me a little reflective, in the sense that I'm thinking.
about unnecessary stuff.
i was a pathetic girl back then.
im good to say now im over it and im moving on.
having a better idea of what i want and what im doing.
not exactly on WHAT i want, perhaps just... a better idea. =)
no more sobbing and getting drunk over such stupid nonsense.
HEHE. that was silly.

im coughing.
thats not a good sign at all.
I need to workout sandcastle draft real soon, like tomor?
haha. enough of fun factors. we need to get down to work!!!!
grrrr. work work work.
I need motivation. not the sun, cuz the sunkissed skin is hurting me.
perhaps, something else.

going to bed.
gastric sucks. it hurts anytime it likes. whether i din eat, i ate, or am eating.
whats going on with my stomach!!! sIGhHH.

nights!