yes. exactly. i'd love vday if it's like wad we did today.
im happy. =)
it's at 3 plus and im still alive, im amazed.
thats grace chan on saturday nights apparently.
old habits die hard. i still wont want to be home early on a weekend night.
I'm happy cuz pay is in.
enough to pay my bills and give mama money and tide me over for awhile.
but of course, im not going to spend like how i did today again.
it's crazy! haha.
got money also not spent like that waddddd. HAHA.
so. one huge rock in my heart has been crushed.
im feeling lighter in my pocket now. at least not the burning sensations all the time.
would hand the money to mama tomor and wish her a belated vday.
think that'll be the happy present she'll want.
visited manjusri sec in the morning with clar.
wow. it's just outside my old house. ubi. lots of childhood memories came back to mind as i walked around in the neighbourhood.
sigh. i really MISS my second bro. who used to bring me out to play so often when we're kids.
as u get older, such ties don't stay as strong i guess.
especially when both are now married and one even has a kid.
i guess grace chan must grow up too. age of 22, but still act like a kid in front of parents.
bad bad.
i really want OCP. it's a once in a lifetime experience. shall find out how to go soon. =-)
i don't think i'll use the EFT that i've learnt in parents workshop in mjr.
it all those weird actions thats supposedly help in managing emotional stress. how cool.
school is big. Good and all. all talk about student leaders.
yes, i hear it loud and clear.
students are now in the rising to be student leaders. =) thats great.
Next up, met beloved ppl for cycling at ECP.
sis, eugene, ah ben, azuan, zhiwei and later eric and my beloved twin.
it was damn fun! i havent laughed soooo much at stupid jokes and remarks for damn long alr.
other than those said by myself of course. heehee.
castlecanfly was a disappointment. but at least we tried.
now plans must change. or improvision needs to be done. we've to do something!! -)
QSS must nv say die.
oh yeah. i'm NOT supposed to be blading with clarissa anymore!
cuz... i simply laughed too much at her cycling skills today.
so if i go.. u jolly well know how badly it'll hurt. OUCH. hahaha.
but humans are quite fan jian sometimes. sad to say!
dinner was found about 2 hrs after loitering along suntec, MS and millenia walk.
Gosh. EYESORE. Hmph. ahha girls, stop walking ard with bouqets of flowers everywhere.
and couples should just stay home on vdays so that u can enjoy ur private moments,
and ppl like us can get seats easily instead of having just porkchop and porkribs left on Cartel's menu!!! longggggggggg wait.
but all was worth it. ate at Happy appetite isit? at err. marina square.
=) lots of laughter. lots of gobbling food moments.
these ppl are indeed my happy pills.
but i'm sorry for the insensitive things or topics i mentioned today.
i can be super tactless. and info only reaches my brain 3 secs after i said it.
Benjamin buttons was next at kallang leisure park.
left with me, zw, ben and eugene.
these 2 boys are seriously one kinda cute. behaviourial wise. really feels like bringing kids out onto the streets. HAHA.
wa laooooo. this brad pitt is HOT lah.
i love his EYEs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but storyline was really saddening. got me ALL emo.
cried like a baby during the last few parts of the show.
it's really sad to be watching ppl die one after another... and you can do nothing about this natural life cycle.
and imagine that i cant even rem who i am when i get older.
sigh. that fear is unimaginable. im scared. really.
i don't want to forget anything that i've been thru. good or bad. i want to keep all of it.
the love story was touching enough. i felt rather sad for this couple. SIGhhhh.
still emo-ing. hopefully this feeling will go away when i open my eyes again in the morning.
the thoughts of all these make one depressed.
alrights. now im bloody sleepy.
gotta slp. wonder if im blading with clar tomor.
see la hor. wad time i wake up.
HAHA.
rights. gdnight!
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