GooD morNing

hello good morning~~~
it's a good morning to wake up from, though im still feeling slppy. =)

met peck last night for dinner.
we went shopping at marina, then dinner at hk cafe..
and after tt we cabbed to mustafa! haha. to look for my beloved ice cream bells.
but unfortunately, there was none to be found.
gerald said i should have opened my golden mouth and asked.
i thought so too. after mustafa is not like any ntuc or cold storage to start with. AHHA.
then we cabbed to bali lane. Blu jazz cafe was the destination.
=) wa lao. drinking on a monday night felt reallllllyyyy weird.
and i havent drank for so long!
but it was a rather peaceful night. we had the longest talk that we nv had for the longest time.

now all is good. shes back to normal. so am i.
im happy.
hoping that things will just stay as how it is.

had a lab briefing yesterday.
trust me, those information are not settling well in my retarded brain.
dilution factors were nv friends of mine.
now im forced to say hi and be friends with them once again.
there i am, scratching my head wondering wads next.
tomor i'm entering lab to start making agar.
yes, making friends again. im praying that my brain and hands will be coordinating well.
sigh. worrying is a major part of my life apparently.

but the TSOs around are nice ppl la..
so i don't think im going to die here in the labs.
just that i have to watch myself and attire properly before i step into AS4
cuz it's dr ong's vicinity. HAHA.
all were taught to be good in the premises of the labs. HAHA.
and thank god i only have to be there when i have things to do.
which is not an everyday event. thank god a million times!

schools are getting in touch with me.
im happy. =)
i hope MORE schools come soon. cuz i still need to have quota!

im still confused. with my life.
i dont really know wad i want in life.
i hope im not doing the wrong things or crossing the line.
sometimes its good to remaining in the safe and ambiguous zone.
grey zone is better than white and black zones?
maybe, maybe not.

brrr.
having some setting goals workshop today.
tbk is coming with me. SIAN.
im all tensed up whenever hes around.
HAHA.

met ben and eugene yesterday.
those 2 boys are indeed adorable.
im liking them more each day.
but the emo-cells in them are always acting up.
over retarded week zero and unfavourable advisors.
Haha. THATS LIFE PEOPLE. it's alway sbee nlike that, just worse this time roun.
but i believe it's then we can train our resillence and abilities.
other schools can be spoon fed for all i care.
i'll try to help. if i can. =) if they ask of course.

rights. im going off!
pray that im having a good day today.
having class tonight. i hope im not falling aslp!