weekend come soon

it's finally friday.
the last working day of the week for me.

didnt wake up with the best mood this morning.
and it sucks whenever this happens.
had a rather emo session last night.

out of nowhere, i started crying.
i think im gay.
hAHA. PMS that must be.
if not, what else could it be?

the feelings of not being appreciated just kept hitting hard on me.
and whining doesnt seem to help but makes others feel bad as well.
i'm sorry if it means i have to be pacified.
it'll be better if i could just shutup.
and yeah. i guess im a subtractor in life afterall.
gosh. this is all so demoralising.

it's tiring to be a good friend huh.
endless whining and complaints
yet u'll still say i'll be there if u need me.
how gross.
ppl do have friends that only look for you when u're needed.
when they're down.
if not, u'll nv hear from them.

and fly kite like no one's business.
and see how like no one's business.
see how okie?
stupid phraase to call it.
cuz i wont ask unless i really need that moment for dinnering together.
see how means to let me drag it on and wait.
and then u tell me u cant make it.
thats worse than telling me u cant make it rightaway.

whatever. is the word.

i shall not complain.
i shall not whine.
i shal ljust shut up. okie?

BOOO.. brrr.
hope today will be a good day. after all