-SBS-

well. i was pissed and annoyed and upset.
but things got better after lunch.
guess i was hungry and angry altogether.
this combi was never for me. or perhaps everyone. haha.
i shall not try to defend myself for my hot temper and yes, pettiness sometimes.

sister was right. when am i not annoyed?
she went thru from monday to friday, asking which day was i not annoyed.
how dumb can that get. cuz there was nv one day that i wasnt annoyed. HAHA.

still decided to meet for SBS session.
im glad i made it. and im nv serious when i said lets not meet cuz i don't feel like it.
cuz i know i want to meet my beloved two - wallace lim and sis.
had a major grilling session by wallace once i met up with him.
wg wg wg. yes my dear bro. sorry for not updating u of my life. but yes i did eventually.
funny session. cuz i was nv able to change topic as much as i wanted to be random. smart two.
then was kong topic. then was other major topic of his and our lives.
the list just went on and on......

met them at siglap. first was hk cafe.
where sis and i tried damn hard to let the mango ice stand tall.
well. it took DAMN long for the ice even to melt.
and sister brought gingerbread for us!
=) how lucky can we get.
after tea and ice cream, went on to mac.
just sat there and chilled.
a good 3 hours sitting there talking about stuff.
random yet funny. funny yet emo-ed at the same time.

as we chewed on the gingerbread. we cont with our quest competing who had the most emo songs.
ahaha. and of course, wallace won. that emo-MAN-to-be. since he insisted he thinks like a 21.
my songs are all damn jumbled up. decided to rearrange when im free and able to.
still not exactly used to this labtop. some things just don't seem to be working as wad i wanted it to be. so it's ANNOYING.
yes sis, another thing im annoyed of. haha.

yeap yeap. will upload sis's gingerbread man one day.
when im able to upload the pics from my phone.

wad else?
songs made me emo. topics made me emo.
ppls actions made me emo.
reflecting upon my own actions.
wondering if im too mean sometimes.
wondering if im just taking things for granted.
wondering if im making the right decisions.
wondering if theres a need for me to even think about such things.
wondering... if i should change my behaviour towards certain ppl.

so many thoughts were runnig thru my mind.
even right now.
haha.
how was i as a friend? how am i as a friend? how can i be a good friend?
how am i to love? how am i to behave? am i doing the right thing? isit good to go ahead with wad i feel?
wow. tonnes of qns to be answered.
sometimes things happening around.. just make ppl feel less confident of their actions.
things that they always thought they're right about.. in the end to find out that perhaps, they're not so right after all.
and things they thought were nv possible, seem to be transforming into the many possibilities.
life is everchanging huh. and full of surprises. this sounds like.. janelle's blog. HAHA.

relationships are weird. and hard to handle.
between friends. between couples.
i feel it sucks the most to be close to someone.. yet feeling they're of the furthest distance.
so many thoughts to be expressed.

but i've decided to... stop thinking for the night.
cuz my brain is no longer working. my eyes are failing on me. and my stomach and nose as well.
guess i'm just tired!

tomor's gonna be fun. i hope it's eventful.. but not another emo-ing day.

=)
gingerbread made me a happier person for the day.
or should i say, my most beloved two.
hope tomor will be a better day.

lovely.
cant wait for sat night to come.
yay! pasir ris, here i come. =)

P.S: thanks for the assurance. that im doing fine. =)