i don't really know wad to say.
but well. a picture speaks a thousand words.
i've had a really enjoyable night with this beloved bunch of ppl.
Sis, peck, zw, juve, my evil twin kong, and michael koh.
=) haha. these ppl simply make me smile from the inside out.
the only thing was that we prepared too much food! yeah, due to some unforeseen circumstances, we had to throw all these f ood away.
part of these were meant for wallace.
oh well... sometimes things just doesnt go how we want it to be.
this applies to many things that're happening right now. haha.
i cant stand it whenevr michael koh starts doing gross things... but yes. these ppl are just adorable. =)) ahahs
well. got a little tipsy last night.
me and my drinking nonsense, oh yeah. haa.
but i obviously did not make a fool of myself.
but was made a fool by my beloved sis.
who claimed that i said things in my slp! helloooo. thats not right still. haha.
well. emo-ing. big time.
it sucks sometimes realising some things overnight.
but it feels good knowing that the clouds are finally gone.
seeing things much more clearly than before.
but well. wad lies ahead, nobody knows.
i cant help holding on. i do want to let go too.
but sometimes.. things don't go the way we want it to be.
sigh.
hmmm. hope this disgusting feeling goes away real soon.
i hate it when things are hanging in the air.. yet nothing could be done.
only time could be healing all wounds?
time time time. pass soon. =)
i met my pri sch friend yesterday.
out of nowhere got dragged to a chalet.
opened my another pri sch mate of mine.
gosh. he was celebrating his son's 1 yr old bdae.. with his wife pregnant with another child.
oh man. i couldnt imagine this at all...
imagine myself having a kid now.
no way. how to survive?
well. both families looked very happy with the presence of the child..
i guess. having a child in the fmaily really makes a diff sometimes.
it brings ppl closer.
but of course, im sure they went thru alot to come this far.
seeing ppl like that made me think.
ppl are working so hard to live a better and happier life.
while there are ppl wasting time living their lives.
im not sure which one do i fall into.
sigh. confused.
to the next very impt person to me.
wad do u want me to do?
i really do not know.
talking heart to heart topics no longer seem possible.
we do have major issues to settle.
but i simply don't wish to think or talk about it..
cuz like i said. it's so tiring predicting ur next move, ur next mood.
whether u'll like my actions, my words, who i go out with or not going out with u. sigh.
im sorry to see that u're tearing. im not sure if i saw it wrongly.
i know even if i asked, why are u crying?
u'll nv say. nv tell.
i gave up asking. but yes, i do feel it.
sadness. whhy must things end up like that?
so near yet so far.
there seemed to be a barrier all the time. how shall we break down this wall?
once i back from pasir ris park..
i slept from 12 plus to 5 plus.
gosh so tired!
met gerald and gang for dinner.
sorry that i had to leave early.
i promise my whole night's time will be for u guys the next time we meet up. =)
once again,
HAPPY BDAE GERALDDDDD.
The idiot has grown older! but still idiotc.hahas.. =p
alrights. im going to bed. tired! booo.
nights
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