Stop Emo-ing!

Stop emo0ing!
everyone's in low spirits around me.
i tried my best to be retarded at work today.
and i think i succeeeded!
well. it's not too tough after all. =)

well. updates abt my working life.
i've been offered something else, no longer a lab tech job in wallace's lab.
but sales and marketing position in koolwerkz.
the very own ice cream factory thats up and rising.
healthier choice? ha. i hope i'll be healthier there.
i'll help to promote ice cream to other sec schools and canteens.
and yes.. koolwerkz is a place whereby students are trained to run their own projects.
wow. i was like excited when i heard from that tay boon keat today.
the good and smart lecturer who saw the thing in me.
im grateful for the opportunity given.
and i'm nv giving it up.
it's realy something that i ever wanted.
and it's a good learning envt.
i want to learn more, more, more!
formal interview will need to wait. abt 2 mths time.
nervous. but excited.

informal interview with him lasted for 20 min this morning.
this 20 min time span caused me 2 hrs of travelling to and forth.
was late for work.
thank god for the kind and nice boss i have
who smiled and asked how's my interview.
she just look soOoo pretty sometimes.
when she's nice. =)

other than that.
monday had been the usual mondays i had.
busy. annoying, tiring.
whined at 545pm as usual, cuz thats when my half hr OT starts everyday.
and yes, smiles whenever i see the clock strikes 6pm.
cuz that remaining 15 min seemed soooo easy to pass.
and yes! im off work.
hoola.

wad else.
nothing.
emo0ing?
haha. as per usual.

i did terrible thigns last night.
scolded sis and wallace.
im stupid i know.
probably dumbest friend to have.
pardon me for my harsh words.
they're not meant to be, but just flowed out like nobody's business.
i feel bad. but i know they would understand.
so.. pardon me if i just let this pass.
cuz i know these things will only make us closer. =)

wad have i done to my so called best friend.
im not sure.
probably a super bad thing.
but.. im sorry. i decided to let it go.
too much for me to bear.
to watch things helplessly.
to see things happening.
to be quiet.

alrights.
gtg. cya.