big heart is gone

i realised my titles for blog nv have any link to wad im going to type.

retarded. alrights.

haha.
Happy children's day!
Selamat Hari raya.
thank god it's a holiday.

yup. woke up near 12.
havent been in the best of mood these few days.
isn't that wad i say everytime i blog?
yup. let me emphasize.
seriously lousy.

met clar and wenna
and peck and zw last night for dinner
and of cuz.. to discuss abt clar's beloved 21st bdae chalet.
gosh! im so excited
cuz theres so many things i want to do for her.
but maybe too many that i'll need to be selective a little.
bleah.
and probably excited cuz we're going to have a chalet.
havent chill out like this for sooo long time.

supposed to meet wg for lunch today.
who knows. he's nowhere to be found.
im not sure wads going on with him.
but. yup, i've decided to not go out in the end.
since i'd been waiting for hrs for his reply.

haha.
im actually dipping bread into milo and eating it happily right now.
it's been so long since i last ate this combi!

being retarded right.
i know.
sigh. the big heart is gone...
gone for the good? im not sure.
right now it's only left with the me with super mini heart.
which cant tolerate nonsense anymore.
decided to give myself a good break.
so do wad i want, and choose wad i want or not want to see.

nv feelig good.
cuz i still think i suck as a friend.
this feeling is nv going to wear off for a long time i guess?
haha.
sigh.
brother and sis-in-law are getting more annoying than usual this week.
staying at home feels equally uncomfortable for me compared to outside.
so my brain is nv getting a good rest.
im tired.
emotionally.

lala.
hope today'll be a happier day.
shall check out my budget and go some little shopping.
retail therapy makes me feel good sometimes.
after aftermath will be me complaining that i broke.

bleah.

lovely moody day.
ironic.
tata!

gracey