slappable sleepable

i'm damn freaking tired.
havent felt so tired before..
that i can bloody hell try damn hard to keep awake during a movie.
sigh. i feel bad. im sorry for the distracted mind the whole day long.
maybe feeling tired is not making things any better.

watched my sassy girl.
not too bad a show. just perhaps it's too draggy
it's rather sweet how a guy can just do wadever the girl wants.
but come on, come back to reality!

my head hurts.
i think im having pms.
moody, frustrated, confused, and obviously irritated.

i'm sorry for all that i've done.
and perhaps things i shouldnt have done.
and also things that i didnt and couldnt do.
sometimes, theres a limit to wad one can do..

i hate to be reminded.
hate to be reminded of everything that happened.
these memories are forced to be remembered and reminded
and everytime u tend to peek into the past
u start to wonder if u really walked out of it.
not even sure.

i don't like to go out with guys.
i dont do that as a hobby peck.
sometimes words can be piercing despite its said as a joke.
esp when im not feeling that good.
tome, guys are better to talk to than girls.
if until now they do not realise.
then perhaps they don't really know me.
so get it. understand and swallow it.

damn tired.
just want to slp.
gdnight