backache syndrome

mc today.
had sudden severe backache last evening.
that caused me to lose much slp the whole night.
dr said i pulled a muscle on my back.
so yup. now im back at home.
the pain kinda disappeared after i took the painkillers.
how cool. =)
just have to make sure i take them regularly for today
and ibelieve all will be well.

i've decided to take a step back
and relax.
thinking too much sometimes kills too much brain cells
and causes many more probs that nv existed.
if i have to, i'll cont to receive kindness until all this decides to stop.
cuz it'll stop one day. at least thats what i believe in right now.
things will be different if one day my thinking changes. haha.

can u imagine.
im wearing a sweater at home
without aircon, just a fan blowing at me.
and im feeling all comfortable.
something is wrong with me.
haha. retarded.

ZHIWEI HAPPY 21ST BDAE!

haha. im sorry. that im supposed to be all well to go out.
perhaps later at night i'd be healthy again.
my beloved best friend must be disappointed if i cant go out in the end.

smile. and all problems will disappear.
yeah. naive thinking.
but it's hard to now live like that sometimes.
cuz frowning doesnt make things any better.

was listening to Please remember by Lean Rimmes
totally reminded of the movie night i last had with the club
where rahrah huijing and i cried like mad. cuz.. it was the last year i'd be ard before we all graduate.
nystalgic was all i felt.
haha. im missing asc.
missing the club ppl
just to say i've nv forgotten all that we've gone thru.
how much i cried, laughed and scolded and frowned.
most importantly, how much i enjoyed having all those ppl ard during those years.
no need to mention names. but ppl that thought me tonnes of things in life as well.
emo leh.

heard from sis that the club had an emo session last friday.
come on.. these were the greatest times ppl would remember.
even if there're anger, sadness, frustrations..
i believe at the end of the day, all will turn out well.
cuz the people are strong.
i'd say they don't need mentors at all.
cuz all in all, it'd be settled one by one.
to think back, we've had such bad times too wad. =)
pulled it thru anyway.
so yup. hang in there.

decided to go to slp soon.
ahha.
din eat lunch.
shold i cook? haha.
weird me.

cya.