Life is unpredictable

Sigh. just received the saddest news of all.

Once worked together, talked before, though not really a friend, at least an acquaintance. Clifton, used to be from tpsu, just passed away.

sigh. this is getting really depressing. everywhere, you just feel like the air is heavy.

my heart hasnt been feeling well ever since i received this news from huijing this afternoon. wondering how bad is his family and charlene taking it. having to travel all the way to brunei to collect his.. body.

I wouldnt know how to react man. sigh. im really sad. why is everyone dying. WHY. why cant this just stop and so heartaches can be prevented as well? i know nothing is worse than losing someone to another world.

will try my best to attend the wake tomor after changi recce, even if it means to just go take a look at her.. sigh.

bendy ho, happy bdae. though its not exactly a happy day for many ppl around.

yup. too much things on my mind. just too much. overwhelmed. why am i so darn busy. God, pls stop giving me shocks and surprises, u know, my heart cant take it. be it for the camp, changi, temasek sec, ubin, redang trip or work, or petty human beings, or weddings, funerals, emo-eing, we just need to stop all this coming. i'm getting a little lost on how to handle my emotions.

pls.. stop it. its enough having heartbroken ppl around. cuz of all kinds of reasons. too much disappointments, too much sadness, too much heartaches. too little happiness.

its enough.

i'll try to slp well tonight. i'll try.

gracey


i'll tryt o slp tonight. will try.

gracey