Setting my priorities right

Alrights. i'm a little moody this morning. everything just doesnt seem to be right.

well. the movie things has made jeremy being damn pissed off by me. which i've no reason why. and i've done my part by saying im sorry for like almost half an hr last night. and he still gave me that stupid attitude, so i decided not to be bothered by him anymore. sometimes ppl just don't appreciate and understand how bad one can feel right. so forget it.

and yup. met up with qss team. finally went thru thr prog with mr wallace lim. and yes. there're changes AGAIn. u know. it's really sucky to have prog flow changing and hanging there just 4 days before the camp. so unsettled, so disorganised. i do feel very tired hearing changes over and over again. sigh. why are we still receeing just 3 days before the camp? thats something that i seriously don't understand. but oh well. suck it up and finish it tomor.

sigh. dream team? yup. i hope, i believe, and wanted it so badly. but sometimes, actions speak louder than words. with just a few working damn hard doesnt make up the team u know. but well. commitment matters, we shall settle after the camp. see if we'll go on and on for a long time. so this camp better work out man. haha.

well. a year ago, i dwelled myself into clubwork for the many years in sch. now im back into projs again. ha. i do feel good andhappy doing all these. nevertheless, there're bound to be disappointments and getting back on our feet again. this is seriously not the worst time i'm going thru. just damn tired. ha. and sometimes, working makes me feel like i cant do much for the camp, and i do feel a little discouraged and guilty. but seriously, wad more can i do? theres a limit to the time that i can contribute after work. and of course, completing some admin stuff during worktime is plus point as well. sigh. i don't know. sometimes im just not sure if im doing enough. which sucks.

and anyway. im done with complaining abt my lifestyle. im glad wallace is back into team, i hope he stays thru it.

alrights. gotta work. cya!

love,
gracey