Now it's early in the morning at about 9. i wanted to go for a morning jog.. hmmm but i shall see how the weather is going to turn out later cuz it looks really cloudy. i don't want to be caught in the rain when im running halfway. it's like as though, im not feeling drenched enough right now.
seeing each other too much might make ppl feel unappreciated? yeah. definitely. that i cant agree more. so how about meeting once a week? if i could achieve that, i seriously think i wouldnt feel unappreciated anymore. or maybe, he might feel better too. why isit so difficult to maintain a r/s. every few days, a fight will break out, quarrels will start. frankly speaking... after starting work.. i really don't think i've enough energy for such things again. cuz it's just so tiring.
too dependent i'm getting. alrights. then we shall do the opposite. just pretend that i don't have a bf. and we're just weekend couple la. so fast and we're getting into the situation for army huh. sure. if that is wad he wants. if he can do it, why cant i.
assumptions often make an ass out of each other. wadever la.
i'm feeling rather sad now. beause we had to fight on our graduation day. since my parents arent even going.. i don't know if i would still attend in the end. not when im in such mood. because everything will just makes things worse now. even before i could say anything, it was decided that we would see each other lesser. yeah, so be it.
grrr. my eyes are hurting. perhaps it's gonna get infected soon. just let me go blind. so i would not see anything. migraine at the back of my head. im getting weak these days huh? suck it la. and seriously who cares.
getting irritated. tired. and sad. ayes. wad a day. gloomy weather is not helping anyway. argh. annoyed. alrights. bye
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