A Buzzy weekend.

yup. back from dinner with peck and sister. oh well. jeff was supposed to be there. sigh.

was back in school for the gathering session for the club and other clubs yesterday. Wah.. kinda felt like it was bit of waste of time. not because of the session itself. but cuz bendy ho went down la. when i went because he said he wasnt free, gotta work. grrrrr nonsensical guy as usual. haha. heard that he got drunk the night before. joker. haha.
then went for lunch with zhiwei juexiu and peck.
went home, and went out again. met jeff to go yishun for a wedding dinner of his friend. i sat there for one hour plus not talking again. and took DAMn long to get home. was damn tired and slept right after i got home. legs and eyes were hurting. sighhhhhh.

went to sim lim square with peck today! haha. wanted to go get the ddr game for PS 2. sigh. couldnt find it in the end, so we went to bugis for a walk. and she bought this purse that had the word "Whatever" on it. HAha it was hilarious. hahaha. because it's just so her can. always saying whatever for every reason. ahah. well. had fun going out with ehr. haha. we went to eat mango ice, then otah, then straw mushrooms after that. wah. it seriously felt like i havent been out for ages though it's only been a week. haha. so lame.

well. went to jeff's place after that. wanted to watch the dvd three hundred. in the end i was damn slpy after travelling to his house. so we both fell aslp. and because of a freaking alarm clock, we fought. yeah. cant believe thats happening too. and i stormed out of his house. know it's wrong to do that. but, it just felt like a promise ppl make, can just be broken so easily. agreed to meet sister, can just say dun want to go then dun go. i don't know. sigh. don't know la. feeling damn sian now. sometimes i know being strongheaded wont bring me anywhere. i know. but... sigh.

anyway it's our graduation ceremony tomor! cant believe i'm officially graduating from TP tomor. u know. it just says, forever im gone from here to venture into other things in my life. haha. cant bear to leave this place. the memories i had all gushed back to me now. hAIIIIiii.. emo again. as usual la. when can i ever stop doing such silly things. haha.

sister asked me if i would like to be mentor for the club. and i said no without any hesitation. but of course she made me think again la. haha. well.. not because im heartless and dun feel a thing for the club anymore.. i just didn't want to feel disappointed at the end of the day again. ppl always say after we experienced something before, the thing wont be that bad if it happens the next time. but another scenario would be we would have a phobia or fear for it to happen again. and we'd avoid and prevent it from happening. haha thats why i guess it wont be as bad.
It'll be another commitment la. and i know it's just going to be tougher. so i cant say i would want to be just because i want it. time to think about wads going to happen in a year's time already. working working working. would i have time for these kids? i hope i do. but of cuz.. ppl always say it's whether uw ant to do it anot. but i guess. it's not as easy as they say. perhaps finally theres a time that my passion for the club is not as strong as before? just because i let go of certain stuff that i thought was damn impt in my life before. Don't know. don't feel like thinking about it yet. haha.

alrights. time to rest. typed enough. gdnight.