Unbelievable

haha. i don't know whats up with the title. but it has something to do with something that happened recently. yup.

well... it had been a rather tiring week for me i guess. haha.. once again. when was it not anyway. =)

Monday
day off for me. it was our grad night. oh gosh. trust me i would nv love to attend such things once again. for some reason i would rather go back to work and only come after work. because it was quite a waste of time... to be listening to talks and talks and talks. i nearly fell aslp sitting in tcc in my gown. how lame. and yup.. stupid me did not know i could wear any kinda heels. instead of wearing my own, i borrowed from juexiu... and it gave me the biggest blister i've seen on my own feet. haha. and i probably walked like a duck when i went to receive my cert from ah ma the director. haha. after the ceremony i met many parents, but not my own. haha. well.. i did feel a little out of place in that big area for a moment. =p ate and took pictures with many of the friends i made from TP. memories swarmed back like bees stinging on my mind. haha. cool. but i wasnt sad i guess, proud to leave the school.
movie 'next' with jeff after that. was tired for work the next day!

well. nothing much happened from tuesday to thurs.

Friday
Oh. Starbucks had 50 percent discount for all staff in ttsh! and my colleagues and I made our orders and one of us disappeared for almost 2 hours to queue and buy all the stuff ordered by the whole pharmacy. haha. cool staff. he came back with bags and bags. i bought myself a turkey and cranberry sandwich and frappucino. well... that turned out to be my dinner for the day. sigh!

went back to school. took me like almost 1 hour and 10 min on train and bus. i nearly died waiting for 69 in bedok inter. well.. election results were out. the shock came by and fahfah did not get in, with the lowest votes? until now im still not able to figured out how did those kids vote anyway. sigh. a capable leader not able to be inside. disappointment. and i could simply imagine how shes feeling and all. wad an unexpected turnout. Farid became the pres and Minghong was the VP. frankly speaking. im not sure about their capabilities for being in these 2 positions. but i guess, not i just gotta trust the advisors.. and mentors that they'll turn out to be better than the previous batch, yeah.. that included me. haha.

had week zero and oltc debrief. longest night ever. mixed feelings nearly killed me. i couldnt contain it anymore. had been thinking about it over the weekend. yeah.. the upsetting component was there. but i guess we all have to move on. to do better things, to learn from the mistakes, and yes.. to create a better asc. if i couldnt do it, i sincerely hope this new batch will be able to do it. thought of meeting up with farid to have a talk with him. but seriously i don't know when. probably weekday night? that might just kill me once again. sigh.

I read sister's blog. Faith kept us going. and faith kept ME going. So i believe no matter what happens... the final goal we have in mind.. to create a better club and school would not be diminished because of all the blunders we made and all the obstacles we had to overcome. keep on going. i must believe in that.

good luck to all.

gdmorning. =)