wa wa wa

it's so hard to pull myself out of the club right now. im trying really hard. but i cant seem to leave everyone like that.

no mood to do major project at all. cuz i kept thinking about the club.

worried. hai. and im rather sad. i wish i can finish up my proj soon so that i can return back to sch everyday as i like.

quarrelled with bendy last night again. my fault i guess. sometimes i can be rather insensitive. i feel that im making him sad sometimes cuz of the club. but ayes, somethings must be said right. but i guess i shouldnt instil my own thinking into others. something that i gotta learn on my own. =( quite affectd by it.

ahhhh. work's getting busier each day. wads up man. and i heard that dec's gonna be a really busy month. so im getting quite sian going to work. =(

okie. im rather stressed. ahhhhh. duno. this is getting on my nerves. ahha.