Before i officially die on my bed, i need to write this. i'm barely alive.
honestly my eyes can't even focus now, i'm just typing with my fingers and using the wee bit of my brain cells that's left.
Today had been the longest work day for the week, TGIF huh.
Slept at 2am, trying to finish up my group project work for my teammates last night, knowing that i probably wont have strength today (like now).
Was at NUS career event today.
It was fantastic because I have gotten more than 150 sign ups.
Everyone should know, getting NUS student, or NTU students, to sign up with us is how fantastic.
and today, I managed to hit my first 1000 of Jobseekers on our database.
I feel the satisfaction.
Because i think i earned it.
it's been half a year of hard work, without much marketing effort, to accumulate this no. of people.
Though many are still inactive, I am working out on how to get them active.
BUT! I am so frigging exhausted.
I am no superwoman.
But i know i am a workaholic.
even right now, i have a strong urge to check my emails, but i refuse to.
went for a networking session at 7pm with boss just now.
ended at 9.15pm
i finally reached home at 10.30, with my broken shoulders from the heavy laptop and bag...
and now? i applied muscle relaxant on my shoulders to ease the pain and ache
my eyes are barely open.
Tomorrow is gonna be another extremely long day again.
waking up at 0830 - filming group project video from 10 - 1pm
class at 2 - 5pm
meeting my beloved group of people for k session from then onwards.
I really hope i have the energy to enjoy myself.
but i doubt actually.
it's draining! literally killing me bit by bit.
everyone around me can see that i'm burning out
but i will cont to work hard, given my personality hahahahaha
siao alr. i'm not even laughing now actually. hahahaha
Sunday is a jam packed day, with half a day of sch work, half a day of unfinished work from office.
WISH ME GOOD LUCK!
i think grace chan rocks these days.
though depressed, still working well.
just very, very, very very very very disorganized.
too much backend admin work to be done.
life had been shitty. but i know i'm doing well at my job. like excellently.
but is that just what i want from life?
i'm not sure.
my symptom of skipping classes is starting again.
and helping classmates with individual assignment is no longer within my reach.
i can't do it. because it stresses me out further.
i'm really Way sleepy.
i need my bed.
i need to rest supporting my head with my neck and shoulders.
too heavy..
gdnight.
next few weeks will be hell till the networking party is officially over.
honestly my eyes can't even focus now, i'm just typing with my fingers and using the wee bit of my brain cells that's left.
Today had been the longest work day for the week, TGIF huh.
Slept at 2am, trying to finish up my group project work for my teammates last night, knowing that i probably wont have strength today (like now).
Was at NUS career event today.
It was fantastic because I have gotten more than 150 sign ups.
Everyone should know, getting NUS student, or NTU students, to sign up with us is how fantastic.
and today, I managed to hit my first 1000 of Jobseekers on our database.
I feel the satisfaction.
Because i think i earned it.
it's been half a year of hard work, without much marketing effort, to accumulate this no. of people.
Though many are still inactive, I am working out on how to get them active.
BUT! I am so frigging exhausted.
I am no superwoman.
But i know i am a workaholic.
even right now, i have a strong urge to check my emails, but i refuse to.
went for a networking session at 7pm with boss just now.
ended at 9.15pm
i finally reached home at 10.30, with my broken shoulders from the heavy laptop and bag...
and now? i applied muscle relaxant on my shoulders to ease the pain and ache
my eyes are barely open.
Tomorrow is gonna be another extremely long day again.
waking up at 0830 - filming group project video from 10 - 1pm
class at 2 - 5pm
meeting my beloved group of people for k session from then onwards.
I really hope i have the energy to enjoy myself.
but i doubt actually.
it's draining! literally killing me bit by bit.
everyone around me can see that i'm burning out
but i will cont to work hard, given my personality hahahahaha
siao alr. i'm not even laughing now actually. hahahaha
Sunday is a jam packed day, with half a day of sch work, half a day of unfinished work from office.
WISH ME GOOD LUCK!
i think grace chan rocks these days.
though depressed, still working well.
just very, very, very very very very disorganized.
too much backend admin work to be done.
life had been shitty. but i know i'm doing well at my job. like excellently.
but is that just what i want from life?
i'm not sure.
my symptom of skipping classes is starting again.
and helping classmates with individual assignment is no longer within my reach.
i can't do it. because it stresses me out further.
i'm really Way sleepy.
i need my bed.
i need to rest supporting my head with my neck and shoulders.
too heavy..
gdnight.
next few weeks will be hell till the networking party is officially over.
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