Praying hard!

Argh.

there could be last min work to do on saturday.

to distribute free ice cream at orchard central.

honestly speaking, i really would rather attend boring econs lesson on a sat afternoon,

than to do that. SIGH!

Praying hard that tomorrow when i open my mail box.

i'd see a rejection letter.

yes don't take our ice cream please!

nv wanted a rejection so badly of the time i worked here. haha.

gave tx a surprise by appearing at tiong bahru after his class just now.

he was so happY!

but sad thing was, when we both came back to my hse

it was disturbed expression on both my parents face.

lele has just kinda turned giddy and knocked himself on table and the floor by falling backwards.

feverish.

and i kinda felt bad for leaving the hse knowing that there's a younger one at home too.

with 2 kids, it seems like my mum can nv handle them alone without my dad's help.

i do hope my beloved bro and sis see that point, and do something abt our lives.

it's just getting too tiring, for my parents, and myself who'll be busy working in the day, and babysitting in the night till like 11 plus.

god. save me!

i need to get out of this house badly.

sigh i dont want to baby sit.

i want my own life.

i want to be free of debts which is impossible.

it's always such thoughts.

damn tired

im gonna die being busy at work tomorrow.

good luck to me!

night.....