tough tough tough.....

finding a job is really tough?
right now, im not sure if i should narrow my choices to just events.
somehow it doesnt feel right... very hard. all need experience.
what kind of experience do i have then? sigh.

from time to time, i regret for tuning down the job offer,
but yet, i am really sure i don't want to work there.
oh well! money and interest, Kill me....

met gerald for a drink just now.
havent seen him for a 1000 years.
and yet it's not awkward catching up at all.
and i was surprised to know that he's attached now.
and he had no plans in telling me actually, wth!
and he was making some real sweet present for his gf's bdae.
i felt a little sour, literally sour.
because, if he had been that nice to me in the past.
grrrrr!
but that made me even more sure, that i made the right choice. =)

alright. im darn thirsty.
after some crazy job search, i shall go get some work done.
and get some water.

Lets pray someone gets back to me please... =)