Hang In there!

Last week had been super duper gross at work.
i practically had no time to breathe, even.
travelled out of school every single day, and it really took a toll on my energy level.

always drained. and still had to use up my brain cells to calculcate costs
sometimes, after thinking and staring at the worksheet for awhile, i get enlightened
sometimes, even if i crack my brain.. nothing comes out.
woah. the stress level remained high the entire week
because other than thinking baout such things... i had to do other things as well!!! grr.
no time no time no time.

but as i get more involved in this, i forgot about the fact that i wanted to change job.
so right now, i guess i'm more settled for what i have right now.
what to do.
i cant drop week 0.
and there seem to be more learning opportunities here in koolwerkz.
which i have identified. so.. yup... perhaps next year?
who knows.

TKB had been trying to be kind.
i think he felt bad for e OCP thingy and he is attempting to make my life in TP better one so that i wont think of leaving.
he had been popping by to ask how are things at work
to ask how are things with me and my boss etc.
and today, i swallowed the fact that i increased sales for more than 20% since last year, which will fetch me a good fair share of commission outside for sales in private companies.
din feel that good - but im happy that i was able to do something like that.
but of course... looking at the amt KW is making, its not enough to cover the HUGE losses calculated.
and so - conclusion: Grace, you need to work harder. until one day you stop moving.
what the hell!

So TKB suddenly became damn nice
he became very supportive in making ASC help me to do TP sales weekly once sem starts in OCt
And for all events held, there must be an ice cream booth
i was like.. WOAH.
and he'll order ice cream from me in his upcoming outreach programme.
I could feel that he's trying to help.
and somehow i feel rather grateful..

but of course, ice cream and OCP are 2 separate matters.
i think it's gonna be hard for me to say YES, if they are to give me a chance to go next year.
paranoid.
who knows what stunts my boss will give.

blah. don't think so much!
i shall just work

and..
class hasnt been good.
macroeconomics - too much research to be done!!!!
and having 9 hours of the same module every week can kill.
and i had been having issues with classmate.
like sigh!
sometimes i wish i could just be more anti-social, and we'll not have problems!

alright!
i shall go.
going to starhub now - for my new cable plan!
geylang serai later

lovely, bye!