More than 24s/day

I need more time.

more time to organise myself.

more time to do things that i have to do

more time to do things that i like to do.



i don't know why.

but thinking baout it makes me sad that

it's true when ppl say if you ever take up part time studies,

you have no life.

yeah i totally agree.

because you hardly can have one.



just a little upset over the fact that

tx's classes fall exactly on the days i do not have classes.

and so because of that,

we barely meet these days.

phonecalls are kept to minimum as well since we're both tired.



seriously!

it's taking a toll on our r/s i must say.

grrr. sigh.

what to do, it sucks when these things are really out of ur control.

people may say, if you really want to meet up, no matter how, u'll meet.

but come on, be realistic!

who said when you're in love, you don't need to eat or slp?

thats b u l l s h i t.

i barely have energy can.



so yup. i am rather grumpy today.

because i'll not be meeting bf after tonight all the way until 3rd day of CNY.

that feels like a facial appt more than going out on dates.



i hope everything will be alright.

i should stop my whining and complaints

because i know, he's not feeling that good abt it either.

but, it raellyc ant be helped.

it's weird when i cant find the support i wanted when i needed it.



oh well.



sigh. i shall stop.

monopoly time! =)