Officially malfunctioning

tired. drained.
last night marked the end of my energy.
i knew it, because, i even found it a chore to talk and smile back home.

Week 0 meeting went well last night.
though it was banana long, from 630pm till 10pm.
Things are progressing, though speed is a prob, at least its moving.
these ppl are starting to realise how much effort are needed for things to even MOVE.
they probably will realise more of this, when it hits late Feb.
Finance - went thru.
I had no energy for PBL-ing. Seriously. BUt i tried my best.
my eyes could barely open.

Play retarded Rule #1 2 3 game with them.
got laughed at big time while conducting - usual
that explained why i'm simply not FA material. Grace is CMI for that!

My patience is growing for these people.
because i know it is tiring and straining
to have openhouse, sports fest, oltc int/LC auditions running at the same time.
as long as you show me effort, and things are moving, i wont bug.
But bugging will not stop, i guess.

it's probably the 10th time i'm stretching and yawning for the day now. YAWN!

intended to skip dinner since i was on my way home at 10pm.
sometimes it really feels kinda empty having no food kept for you back at home.
or rather, you don't even find things to cook in the house.
parents wont be home till 1130pm everynight.
all are focusing on baby.
then what about me? sometimes i cant help but to be a little whiny.
YES, little is an understatement.
BUt for my family, thats really LITTLE.
I seldom whined and complaiend about family dynamics.
but in times like this, i thought i'd be happier seeing my parents more often.
because words of nagging help when they show they're concerned.

TX appeared out of nowhere after his class last night at my hse.
with dinner, and beancurd.
how sweet. I really needed gestures like that, really feel like i'm doing everyting ALL by myself at work, and this can last for whole entire day.
So, i had roti prata for dinner/supper, forced to swallow it down my throat.
But it was sweet. =)
Felt really bad, cuz i forgot all about the fact tt yest was our 6th month anni.
OH WELL.
i just wanted slp, not even bf now. HAHA.
but i really appreciated his efforts for reminding me before the day ended.
lala! =)

I cant wait for the day to end.
todally have no brains to work today.
looks like i'm stalilng up work for now.
don't care lah!
damn tired.

how to survive if i'm to do QA/QC from next month onwards!
OMG. I better tell boss soon.
i better get a pay increment.
if not, BYEBYE TP!