Whatsup.

Lala. i'm in school.
lala. I'm taking half day leave in 1hours time.
don't want to go anywhere.
i just want to head home and slp.

was darn tired last night.
slept and woke up, slept and woke up.
and idiotic me switched on the labtop and went online at 3am in the morning.
what the hell am i doing,
i do not know.

woke up in the morning. realised the world still goes round,
not stopping for anyone, anything.
well, thats life.
life goes on with or without anyone else around you.

so. conclusion is. my life has not changed, whether i met you, or i missed you being a passer-by.
everyone has a choice to prioritize...
i don't even know if i was ever on that priority list..
1. work.
2. work.
3. work.
4. work.
5.work.
6. work.
7. work.
8. work.
9. work.
10. work.
or perhaps, there aint a list at all. everything could have been well imagined or created.

Clar always said if we really want to do something...
even if we die doing them being all shagged, we'll still do it.
because it's something we like to do, it's something we want to do.
yeah. that was exactly what i believed in.

so. why was i so stupid to believe otherwise?
lala. i don't know. it's okie.
because now ive decided to return back on track.
going back to my beliefs and have them not compromised.

i'll never never put others as my priority again, if all in all, i may not even be an option.
fuck it.

just want to go home and slp myself away.
cant function at all today. and hopefully not tomor as well.
grace chan! buck up.

up Up UUUUPPP! =)