Back to reality!

lala.
had been on mc both yesterday and today.
granted by my beloved hosp ttsh that i don't have to go to work..
even if my flu has recovered fully.
what a weird set of instructions.
but we're all buying it because of this... somehow horrifying H1N1.
it's getting.. ANNOYING.

to date, it's almost 700 cases already.
yet... it's still spreading.
i seriously question on how the govt is trying to contain this virus..
oh well.
i don't really care.
hoping that TP closes down soon.
so that we can be on LOA AGAIN.
but i'm praying hard we don't have to go on unpaid leave, or apply our OWN leave. LALA.

booked tickets to Batam next thursday.
SIGH. and to find out that we need to be quarantined if there're flu-like symptoms.
or rather, it's just TP's rules. STUPID.
cancellation policy says only 50 percent will be returned. wth.
SIGH. we shall go with the flow.
i'll need to confirm things on TP's system tomor.
because i cant afford to go on another 7 days of nonsensical enforced leave..
JULY is a super busy month for me.

had been working from home. checking emails
receivng calls from aunties to see if i really got the virus..
worried for themselves more though.
oh well. HECK lah. AHHA.
arranging deliveries, calling vendors, calling koolwerkz. OH well.
im not that busy.
but things will be very different once i step into office tomor morning..
cuz.. my things to do list.. is hell long. damn it!

=) had been watching this series only from yesterday.
woah. im totally hooked on to it.
though it gets a little draggy and ppl in it kinda piss me off.
im enjoying it. haha.
and... stupid tx just let me watched a guy eating a GIANT LAVA today.
i nearly died seeing the juices being squashed out of it.
EEEW. the scene is still lingering in my brain. disgusting.

met janice and janelle for dinner yesterday.
woah. it's been HOW long since we ever met and talked!
it feels really good having janice back here in spore.
cuz i no longer have to type emails, i can just give her a call..
though right now she's damn busy with her beloved bf
who's leaving to study next week.
how sad. i don't think i'll ever be able to take another 2 years of long dist r/s.
HAHA. perhaps, not even 2 years to start with.

met peck for dinner tonight.
after several emails and talking things out..
we're slightly more on par when we talk.
or rather.. mindsets seem to be changing.
she seems to be understanding what im trying to say all this while.
OH WELL.

im learning a new theory of life.
relationship feels like snorkeling to me right now.
im having fun, but it scares me when all the fishes come near.
it makes me wonder why the heck did i even agree to go redang and snorkel in the 1st place..
so now im stuck, with whether i should just learn to like the fishes and overcome my fears
or i should just jolly well give up this sport that i just grew to like.
so weird.
but it does make sense all over. HAHA.

i think im a person with rather abstract thinking and character.
but it's ok.
i don't need to be anyone that pleases everyone.

back to work.back to big smiles.back to agm.
but im not planning to go back to FJ chan right now.
shall sit in for that hour, and go home after that.
no dinner together, not even attempting to.
until... i find meaning in this.

lala. i cant wait for my pc to be changed to labtop!
so that i can bring it home...
but i know im gonna become some freak workaholic
given that i can have good access to staff portal and staff email.
im one kinda idiotic i feel.

=) wednesday. here i come.
the working world is waiting for me.
BRRR. GRRRR.
all the way!

gdnight. =)