Say No.

what can be so hard about saying no to people.
if i don't want to go out with you, i say no.
if i don't want to talk to you, i say no.
if i don't like to do what you ask me to do, i say no.
so.. WHY COULDNT I JUST SAY NO.

sigh. stupid teacher from some sec sch in woodlands wanted me to go all the way to woodlands to pass her posters.
well, shes a buyer for my ice cream.
it's absurd. i just have to pass it to general office and go off.
so.. do i look like im damn free.
boss said, no i shouldnt go. tell the tcher it's not my job to be a postman.
sadly, i din know how to turn her down on the phone.
just said, meet me somewhere more central and i can make it.
well.. of course, meeting in central area is definitely not a problem for me.
i was totally fine.
who knew, my boss was still unhappy.
DUH. that was totally not wad he wanted me to do.
so there he went, whats wrong with you?
yeah, i kept quiet. frankly speaking, i don't know.
in the end, he did the calling for me.
how embarrassing.

well. i wouldnt make any excuse for myself.
cuz.. i should have said no.
just found it damn hard. cuz im not sure when and how can i say no to customers.
bit tough huh. it's where we start learning new things once again.
soft skills. are hard to learn and apply. brr. =p

tomorrow im meeting a bunch of kids for sampling of ice cream.
HAHA. no teachers, just sec students.
so... i can go! on my own. im happy.
finally boss is letting me out of the cage.

labwork is getting better. im getting the hang of it.
no longer have to stay entire day in there, i can do other stuff while waiting.
and i complete it much faster than my beloved first week of labwork.

met bendy ho for dinner last night.
idiots can nv get smarter right.
as nonsensical as ever. haha. but we had a good catchup.
it's beena long time.
it would have been better if sis was there though. hehe.

supposed to go for some church conference with wallace tonight.
who knew, he bloody hell had to OT.
i specially rushed work out by 6pm so i could leave on time.
in the end, i stayed in sch till 830pm.
latest ever.
i can be quite stupid huh. but just find it dumb to have waited so long and go home in the end.

INT had their OLTC today. man. DAMN NOISY.
and the pathway outside my office is actually a nightwalk path.
HOW funny. now i have diff perception of that path that i walk on everyday.
usual, they painted their faces white. some looked more like clown than ghost. quite funny.
haha. but.. actually all camps are the same.

met tkb for a small talk today.
gosh. i though he wanted to talk to me about asc.
thank god. it was about some weird focus group that he wants me to go.
as a post graduate. and since i'm an AVERAGE GRADE student.
wad an ass.
haha. ppl have to remind me of my GPA these days.
whats wrong with being a 9pointer for L1r4 and earning 2.7 for gpa HUH.
ppl getting 2 digit pointers are like top students on the list.
and i maintained my results though i din improve. so thats an achievement. haha.

rights. i need to shower and go bed.
tired! yay. weekend's approaching.
i'm loving it. =)