i need to breathe!!!

brrr.
cant stand my blocked nose.
its literally driving me crazy.
i cant smell, i cant eat well, i cant breathe! BRRR.....

decided to stare at my computer since i haventdone that for a long time.
HAHA.

well.. i finally tendered my letter of resignation this morning.
like hey, thats serioiusly a big relief.
it's finally settllleeeddddd!
just that retardedly my last day of work is gonn abe on 1st feb.
when im starting work on 2nd feb.
sigh. BIG SIGH.
im praying hard that i do not get scheduled to work on that lame sunday.
i'll killmyself. HAHA.

and...........
im watching some retarded show.
it's making me quite mad. and pissed.
cuz the bad villains are raelly bad. HAHA.

im trying to make sure everything is back to normal.
knowing that asking how are things and is everything okie is not going to help.
sigh. but trust me. time will heal.
though empty for awhile, but it'll be filled with lots of love from many.
no one can understand the pain that has to be gone thru.
but true thing is many will stand strong.
at least, i'll be there.

lala. time for slp.
i hope mum is done with changing my bedsheets.
brrr. im sucha spoiltbrat sometimes. HAAH.

lovely.