this is somehow.. my farewell dinner. HHA. since i don't think there's time to meet up next week.
a bunch of losers trying to bowl was really funny. we actually all went in without having more than 1 or 2 who bowled more than twice in our lives. HAHA. but thats interesting, cuz it made everyone be on par at least. HAHA.
and hello! i was the runner up in the overall scoring system k! haha. beginners luck was with me today. =) it was a damn funny session with idiotic boss acting like a lunatic and stalling up ppl's lanes just to win the other. HAHA. retard.
tomor's the last day im seeing my boss before she goes on a long leave. seriously emo0ing tonight even though i was one of the few that was laughing like crazy during the session. just.. thought it's plain childish to say, i'll miss u. HAAH! cuz the fact is, i WILl. badly. cuz these ppl had been the nicest ppl around the pharmacy. the only few that made me feel that im regretting my decision to leave.
the handing over session to the new girl definitely wasnt an easy one. so much things to say, so much things to be done. it's hard to be done within a few days. i wished i have more time so that i can have someone responsible enough to take over me.
I'm really lazy to upload the rest of the photos here cuz.. it's DAMN late in the night alr. i havent slept after 12 for the longest time alr.. and it's NEARLY ONE now. haha. my eyes are half opened and i don't know why am i still typing nonsense here when i cant even think properly.
too much thoughts running in me. too little time and energy to be processing every single one. whether they're necessary or impt. i cant function. HAHA.
been a little troubled over some new pictures posted on facebook. sometimes.. i just wished that such forums wouldnt be a transparent one. well.. there are many things that sometimes it's better that one do not know. than having everything thrown to ur face and making sure u're staring hard at them.
thats exactly what im doing. knowing that i shouldnt be looking. but i did. knwoing that i shouldnt feel that prick anymore, but i felt it. sigh. once again, the so-demoralized feeling. sucks. reality is harsh. sucks. HAHA.
so wallace. get it right. when u're happy, im not needed. when u're not, u call. why do i always have to listen to your woes and not u asking if im doing fine these days. able to laugh and smile and acting like a bimbo all day long doesnt make a me a happy person.
so how can an unhappy person make another unhappy person happier? only god knows.
and.. how can i have so much energy to entertain ur random long msges. ur random calls and last min calling out appts, and still having to face the fact that u chooseeee to reply only certain msges. and a few only per day. it can be.. serioulsy utterly annoying. know that, im going thru not a real good time here. and.... unless u reset ur priorities. life isnt gonna change for u, or for us.
so.. instead of u changing them. we're doing it on our own right now. BOOO.
yeah yeah. me whining about that bro again. SIGH. i wonder when will this cycle stop. HAHA. he shall nv find this blog and read this cuz i talk about him ALL the time. HAHA.
rights. im so tired. time to slp. nights
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