if u really want to know.

if u really want to know....
im over you.
i can be more than 100% sure that life is really better without you around.
mood swings are part of my life, so even if im feeling sad.
trust me that it no longer concern a least bit of you.
so.. stop talking to me as if u know me damn freaking well.
cuz after all, we don't know each other damn well right?
if not. you would not have done the worst thing anyone would have done.

but thanks to you.
ima stronger person now.
decided that. yes, yeap it's time we talk again.
cuz i think i can handle it alr.
happy and well. no longer stirring up weird feelings.

wanted to be friends at the same level.
maybe u asking, or i ask hey how are you.
details flow in as it is.
not in the sense whereby u read my posts and first line online would be something that i've talked about in my blog.
fact is, my blog is definitely not something u should read when u're bored.
and this applies to the whole world who's reading it.

cuz i don't need ppl to know about my life.
and i did not privatise it cuz i decided i will not do it.
WHY SHOULD i? cuz of you?
no way.

do me a favour.
stop reading.
andi'll be thankful.
if u've offended me, no u did not.
u just irked me with the way u talked.

i need a better life and new life.
without you being around in my life.
note that. getting a new job, doing new things.
thats a significance of my life afresh.
that also showed that yes, i want to throw you away.
i've done it quite sometime ago anyway.

last entry i'll post to you and for you.

if i've to be so childish to type this and let you read it.
yes i did.
get the fact is, even if i still feel for you...
i hate you more than i loved you.
and i decided to put it aside. and forgive.
so pls let that continue.