the thing about moving on...

i mean.
just expressing my views.
how does one move on from one failed relationship in life?

so many ppl around.
trying hard with different ways to move on with life.

but. it's appalling how feelings can fade and go away.
in a blink of an eye.
on one hand u're hurting like crap
on the other, you're enjoying life like mad.
with or without the other party. life goes on.

so... what for be in a relationship?
since.. humans can go from one to another as easily as swallowing a cup of water?

im feeling quite a loser.
haha. cuz i seriously don't buy that.
i tried. to move on with life with someone new.
but i failed.
cuz i realised im trying tooooo hard.
perhaps, not the right person. not the right time.
but perhaps, we're just looking for someone to lean on for awhile.
so that.. when the storm is over. feelings fade.
things will be fine.
how selfish can that get.
i realised, so im stopping the whole thing.
it's too much for the other to bear.

i can live independently with ALL my beloved gang around.
i don't believe in needing a guy in my life right now.
cuz yup. it's perhaps not the right time.
if it's meant to be, it'll be.
just like the motto for QSS. =) que sera sera, whatever will be will be.

so.. why do ppl try so hard?
it can be a ltitle weird seeing things like that.
and find it hard to accept.
i guess i just need sometime to digest.
after all, if they're happy. why not?
im not doing it doesn tmeant others can.t
and others doing it doesnt mean it's a bad thing.

am i tired? god. i don't know wad im talking about.

all in all.

ALL HUMANS SHOULD BE HAPPIER BEINGS.

in whichever way u deem fit.

nights.