God give me strength!!

sigh.
fever is not going away.
IM freaking damn tired.
dreading to go to work every single day..

worked on sunday.
and last and this week are my usual 2 weeks OT routine.
nvm.. it's okie. i sucked it up.
but hello.
i ot-ed more than wad i was supposed to do for the past 2 days.
monday worked till 7, yest till 630

byt the time im home.
im like half alive.
fever plague came last night.
and it obviously lasted thru today.
and now im home from work.
say u're proud of me for still going to work.
BRrrr. maybe not.
thats rather dumb.

so tomor i may just take mc.
cant take it anymore!
so wanted to cry.
when im not well yet i stil have to smile and greet patients.
and talk loudly.
and run around.
i could feel my legs beocming weaker as the day went by today.

now it's just time for a break.
GOSh.
i need strength to go on this LONG week.
it's BEANY longgggg. no longer just as long as a banana.
GOSH.

alrights.
eat dinenr.
yes. trying hard to finish up my food.
nights.

bed soon.