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Sunday, September 14, 2008

WeWe!

well. no title today again. just thought of my dog suddenly.

haha.
well. my friday night wasnt too exciting to talk about.
cuz something happened that cuased me to be moody the whole night.
din go out too except for dinner.

i do not understnad how life can change a person.
at the same time, i do feel that we need and ought to respect one who decided to go for somethingy they think it's good for them.
cuz i wouldnt want ppl to think otherwise if im to do that as well.

im not sure why and how was this not accepted.
and being said that i no longer treat someone as a friend
just because of respecting her own wishes.
and being pointed out that im no longer who i was.

and just when i thought perhaps i was too skeptical abt everything
i've to get to know that im not the only person she wished to meet that night.
so, all those long long stories told, were all lies?
im not sure. i tried to trust.
but u know nowadays my level of trust for ppl
can be rather low and perhaps insignificant even if i say i'd try.
and yup. the low level of trust vanished when i found out otherwise.

im really disappointed.
over the 2 days, scenes of the past back in sch just kept flashing thru my mind.
im not sure. perhaps im wrong.
but i no longer wish to find out why and how.
perhpas, im no longer interested.

yup.
it feels terrible. definitely.
oh well.

hmmm. went to walk around parkway yesterday
tried to scout for my dress for bro's wedding but to no avail.
had dinner with peck, and walked to east coast.
then i stayed over at her house. =)
well. din feel too good as my cramps were kinda killing me.

and now yes.
im online!
hmmm going chinese garden later. =)
happy mooncake festival!

gotta go.
cya!

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