GRossss...

need for updates. havent had the time to do so.

Sat

it perhaps was the longest day for a LONG LONG time in my life.
haha.
Work in the morning, rather busy, talked non-stop.
met peck for lunch.
went to bro's place to paint his walls.. for hours!
peck and i ate ice-cream and waffle while taking a break after painting half a rm.
haha cuz i was DAMN tired.
oh well, obviously, complainng and whining non-stop. quite fun though. =)
then, dinner with brotherSss and Sister-in-laws and mum. peck too.
haha. compass point was where we were, flooded with ppl given a small shopping area.
cramped in the small car and went home at 10pm.
there i went rushing out of hse after bathing. to meet Janelle.
went St james, wished xiaoyu happy bdae. and yes, just wishing.
well. it's amazing how make-over makes ppl look reeally diff.
cuz she looked quite pretty! haha. ooops.
she was damn nice though to pay for our entrance, which we only stayed for barely half an hr, another half an hr spent on queueing. haha.
wads next?
i shall not explain wad happened next. yeap. i got drunk.. again.
haha. this time was quite bad cuz i din rem wad happened from 3 to 6am till i slept nicely at hm..
totally died slping away.
din puke though. hahas.
it wont happen for DAMn long from now okie? =)

Sunday
woke up at 230pm.
yes i slept my sunday away.
had serious hangover, felt damn giddy and appetite was bad.
worst of all - - i forgot im supposed to be on special diet!!!
yeah.. 3 days before my xray scan i must abstain from
1) veggies (kill me)
2) fried and oily stuff (it's damn tough other than soup noodles)
3) bread and milk.. (no breakfast that'd mean)

yup. i drank milo the momoent i woke up
happily ate veggies from fish soup as well. and said SHIT halfway chewing after rmbing
i think im a retard sometimes. HAHA.

and dinner was steamboat with zhiwei and peck.
and wad was there? just meat meat and meat. and rice. HAHAHA.
i felt sorry for both of them. haha.

home sweet home. slept late still though. =)

Monday
i continued with the stupid diet.
and felt really grumpy though. cuz i had to cont with mys tupid poster which seemed nv ending.
cuz i totally don't have time at work to finish at one shot.
and it's simply annoying just to have it hanging on ur mind u know.
=(
work ended fast since it's busiest day of the week.
met wg.
we talked. about life, about stuff. about things.
haha. im not sure wad i want. cant decide. cant let go. cant choose.
in the end, i chose to be selfish. think of myself first.
i guess my heart is not big at all when it comes to r/s. yuPppie.
bad memories are still haunting me. i realised. i wonder when will they go away.

emo-ed. yes i did.

Today

half day today!
cuz yes tomor is my xray crap.
i gotta be home at 5pm to drink up nonsensical powder.
ended at one, rushed back to sch to meet wallace. met beloved mag hor too.
met one of wallace's bosses for an 'informal' interview.. like how informal was that.
i was thrown with tonnes and tonnes of questions.
no prep, no nothing.
felt like the air in the balloon had ran out near to the end of interview.
thank god wallace was ard.
but it's also thanks for him for such impromptu answers, no preps for me, no nth!
oh well. for impromptu, i thought i did it well.
professionaly speaking, i sucked.

the worst thing had to happen.
happily took out my port folio, which hasnt been tidied up.
came a photograph of jeff and i near the back of the folio.
gosh. how embarrassed i could ever get during a job interview!!!
and wallace just burst out laughing at that instant.
if it was a 'formal' one, i probably have failed.
HAHA. funny. yet... retarded. i so wanted to stab myself for that.

of all things.. it had to be that photo.
so retarded and annoying.
haha... LAME. not that im still keeping his photos.
but i havent thrown them away. havent had the time to.
and don't want to look back. which might bring back those memories.
i want to look ahead!
i want to have the courage. don't want anything to let the vulnerable me fall.

just drank the metallic crap.
it's REALLY metallic, and it's called laxative.
i nearly puked, not diarrhea, but nearly puked.
cuz the taste was really unbearable.
i drank it up at one shot cuz i knew if i took the cup away from my mouth,
i wont be able to finsih up the rest. HAHA.

now im just waiting to run to the toilet!

sigh. another interview with the other boss tomor.
early in the morning at 830am.
just realised i gotta take some dirahhea med to clear my bowels at 7am tomor.
shit. wouldnt i want to shit halfway during the3 interview??!
so i called up my workplace to check with my beloved ppl at work.
so it's fine.
now i still feel like puking. gross. gosh!!!

=)
alrights. soon it'll be over.
interview, xray.. poster. all's over by tomor. be good gracey.
u shall be happy!