A Great week ahead!

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Yay. Tomor shall be the start of my holiday! will be on leave for one whole week! =)

well. wads the itenary?

Sat to Monday - Bintan with Wallace n gang

Monday to Wed - Chalet with the girls

Wed - My bDae! but back home to rest

Night time- soo li for dinner

Thursday - I'm so free. just want to stay at home and rest

Friday - dinner with pharmacy colleagues

Up till now. =) HAHA. i think the next six days are going to be a killer for me. probably dead on the bed on wed itself. haha.

So excited for the trip! well. it's a totally diff feeling i have abt bintan when im going with a big bunch of friends! haha. its definitely going to be a diff thing from the last time i went with jeff. yes, definitely. =) more water sports, more massage, more crapping, more latenights. =)

I'm not going to be contacting anyone other than my dearest mumm in spore. cuz this time round. i REALLY NEED A BREAK. pardon me if i disappear for a few days. cuz anyway my phone doesnt have autoroam. and i cant freaking activate it on my own being under 21 for now. thats TOO BAD for starhub holders. but i wont consider it as a bad thing. cuz i'll really be away for solitude timing. with two counsellors to randomly counsel me when necessary, MAg hor and alison. WAllace lim to be my whole time entertainment with his stupid jokes and little games. Deborah and Kong to join me being the bimbotic gang. HAHA. LAME.

i just need a break.

cant wait to leave spore. though it's only one hour away via ferry. i need to go to a place when i wont be reminded of anything or remember anyone. but well. how can i? when it's bloody bintan. but i guess i'm ready for it now. diff spot, so i wont rem days i spent with jeff over there. =) not as though he has sucha impact in my life right now.

my dog is doing well. im happy. as adorable as ever. but often im scared to return home too late... or even to be away for these few days. cuz wad if shes gone again when im back? i'd die of crying. the feaer of losing is too great for me to bear. i guess.

i want to leave my job. really soon. i hope i wish i pray.

meeting up with so many ppl recently. getting on my nerves. and pls do not call me when u've nothing to talk about but army. cuz well. i really don't know wad to say sometimes. cuz i totally cant stand army guys nowadays. pardon me! but it's true. i don't want to know about missions that you have, and mas selamat, and anything else such as ops and all.

i like to be free. i don't like it when ppl are always trying to find out where am i, why am i not home at late timings, when am i doing some things, and yes, when am i even slping. u know. i don't need to report to anyone regarding such life i'm having. i do wadever i want, and require NO comments from anyone. of cuz, exception for me really good friends and my parents. thats why i love being single.

reporting can be tiring at times u know.

i don't know wad im complaining for. but anyway. it's not impt. cuz other worse things can be happening. such as, i was supposed to meet wg today. as usual, he PS me again. at like the time we're supposed to meet. how interesting. i got pissed, damn pissed, cuz it's definitely not the first itme. so why should i smile and say it's okie all the time? grace chan is just too fake sometimes. i agree! and even buying a packet of rice could piss me off. cuz i din hold it properly, and it just smashed onto the ground. i thought, how bad could things ever get! ARGH.

oh well.

thats why i say, don't pin too much hopes on ppl. and why bother trusting? when the trust was not established in the first place.

gracey is trying hard to grasp hold of the word called 'trust'. she's lost it. yup. and wonder when will it ever come back to her again.

emo shit. shall go chill along the beaches in bintan.

i wished zw could come along. cuz he's been too emo. i couldnt stand it. cuz it's bringing me down as well. sigh!

i wish my hands could heal like god's. when i touch anyuone who's hurt and weary, they'll be comforted and feel good again. too bad, im not god. i cant do anything. im sorry

life goes on. whether i have the healing hands. so ppl, stop emo-ing, like me. and go ahead living a good life pls.

will update again when i've the chance. and post pics if i ever can. i always just SAY only.

=) gdnight. gonna pack bag!