Have a good rest!

HEllo. got damn sick of work recently. so i finally took urgent leave today. just to sleep in and have a good rest. damn sick of talking to ppl, damn sick of seeing my supervisor and of course, nonsensical things that comes out from her mouth.

is it that hard for things to work knowing that u've a tough supervisor? maybe thats for me. cuz i get damn irritated whenever she starts getting frustrated and anxious cuz of the crowd and starts raising her voice at everyone, be it right or wrong. im annoyed. not sure what i'd have said today if im back to work today. cuz yesterday the words just nearly came out from my mouth. i curbed my temper and decided not to be rude since it's near going home time.

i'd have done a better job. i so believe in it. wads the point of ordering ppl around and scolding them without asking for reasons. yeah, ppl would follow ur instructions, thats for sure. but no one listens. so frustrated. so irritated. i wished i could go to private pharmacy forever, so that i don't have to face her everyday. conflicts are that many. huh. and im not like the rest, given my character, it's damn hard to swallow it. SIGH. maybe it's my problem. brrrr. pissed.

had been mentally and physically drained for the past few days. pharmacy had been incredibly busy ever since i don't know when. everyone is getting sick huh? U see tired faces on everyone early in the morning. and i had been thinking if i would want to cont working there.

i want to do something else. thats what i hear from my heart and mind all the time. this is not wad i want. maybe it's 2008. im starting to think of my life again. ARgh.

i want to try out an event managin job. but not sure if i have the qualifications. at the same time, im not sure if i can fetch the same amt of pay im getting now if i switch just like that. and if the pay is lower, how ami going to support my family with the even lesser money than wad im giving now?

my bro is not working. i don't wad he wants in his life at the age of 26. slack at home every single day. job hops like no body';s business. cant even give my mum allowance. my dad had fever last night, still wanted to go to work and earn money. wads this man. thank god i stopped him in time when i got hold of him before he went out.

how to. im stressed. at work. at home. sigh. this is so frustrating. went to jeff's house last night. wanted to talk, but i was so tired, just fell aslp and never woke up till the middle of the night. and now im still at his hse. he went for army, the rest of the family is not home too. ha. can u believe it. im here alone at someone else's house. SO weird. ahha.

i kept wanting to fulfil the one year contract signed from july last year. i thought it is good to at elast work there for 1 year. then think of wad i want to do. but im not sure why at this juncture im alr dreading work. how to survive for another half a year.

brrr. why am i complaining so much. im weird. SIGH.

okies. i shall just make myself happy and go watch youtube, watch shows, slp and do nothing for the day. cheer up gracey. life goes ON. =)

cya