bugger, go away!

hello. havent had chance to blog. haha. back to the big pharmacy, totally dun have time for me to check emails, and type nonsensical posts over here.

but here i am.

havent been feeling very well. family had been gone for a few days, and im left with my doggy back at home since i couldnt take leave. ha. insomnia seemed to be occurring every few days for the past 2 weeks. it's kinda tiring to try hard to fall aslp, when the eyes are closed yet the mind is working.

going to pop pills to slp soon if i cant slp on my own again. haha. sounds depressing? ahah. i just want to slp well. if not working the next day is really disgusting.

the depressing bugs had been around me for soemtime. im really not sure why cant they stop harrassing me. haha. but i do feel bad when the day is ending in the middle of the night. brrrrrrrrrrrr. annoying.

how's everythign back in school? wondering. but decided not to ask too much. ha. how's the club? isit dying? not asking anyone as well. but just wondering. maybe i feel it's dead long ago. haha. how sad. hey ppl, still QQS-ing. it's time to get back to work. wallace lim. where are u man. decided to be like me? wondering only. but decided not to care? ha.

Sigh. had been stressed over the bangkok trip. cant find anyone right to go with me. thinking of not going alraedy. but it's really disappointing. on the other hand i told myself maybe i should just use the money i have to go get a decent computer and internet line. cuz im dying without one. it's annoying.

hA. been troubleed with so many things. life kinda suck now especially when im too free and sits down for deep thoughts. HAHA.

alrights. going off to beach road with my dearest boy. army stuff again. yes.

going to gym next week with my colleague. like finally? i need to get my gears ready. =)

cya!