back to caveman world

haha. yup. perhaps a few days after today, my brother woudl be moving the computer over to his new house. yeah loh, then i probably will be a caveman once again. hp will be my only way of communication to the outside world. how sad is my life getting. haha.

well. my brother's housewarming party was just over yestrerday. i kinda liked the way they renovated the house. =) haha hard to describe though, but it felt really really cosy. haha. probably because it's my brother's house, thats why i felt at ease and cosy ba. haha. weird.

had been addicted to the sims game. haha. jeff is nice enough to lend me his ps2 after my brother has brought his over to his new house. how sweet. haha.

well. now my hse is undergoing some majorrnig kinda thing. yes, by my beloved mum. who's busy cleaning the house and throwing away old things, taking the opportunity to get rid of everything thats my brother's, and anything that we don't want. which is good. cuz i foresee my hse to feel much more spacious after all these are done. well, afterall.. having so many ppl living in sucha small place can be rather squeezy. cant wait. but yeah.. it feels kinda lonely, i guess, without my brother and his wife around. afterall, we lived together (with my bro) for like 20 years up till now. it's obvious that theres a difference la... i always yearned for my brother to move out. but now, probably not so much. haha. i don't know. ppl grow up i guess. i'll just have to accept it. and for my mum, i believe she's experiencing the loss of a son. HAHA. yeah. feeling more lonely as well. thats why doing so many thigns to keep her more busy than usual. maybe huh haha.

sigh. working had been rreally sian. i feel like dying sometimes. today i wore the official uniform for the first time. i looked super toot. especially with my new haircut. hahaha. and i was being laughed at by my friends there the whole day. haha. and perhaps, that was the only thing that kept me entertained today. gosh. i had been calling doctors up the whole afternoon. and sadly many of them were practically snobbish ppl. pissed me off only. sigh! was very grumpy. and my new working shoes nearly squashed my feet. now my soles are feeling sore and blister-ish. ARGHHH!. annoying =( tomor i'll be attending some training for typing and using of the computer system there. ho ho ho, that will take up the hwole morning. i don't mind it at all. HAHA.

alrights. time to go and rest. gdnight.