Migraine attacks

wa. migraine is coming back to me. this is bad. had been having headaches... feeling giddy and all. well. these are all symptoms of a migraine. im feeling really irritated now. cuz my throbbing headache just doesnt go away. panadol no longer helps la...

maybe it's time that i go have a full body medical checkup. sigh. feeling like a weak shit now. as usual. when was i ever not one anyway.

went to work at pushcart today. the few hours with meli was qutie funny and exciting. haha. well. brand new environment and new job scope. i din mind it at all. haha. quite interesting. she also taught me how to make necklace strings. oh well. it was a tough job being done la~~~.

received my working schedule for the following week as well. im gonna be working again tomor night. followed by monday, tues, and friday nights. then sunday would be day shift for me. at least i can earn some money i guess. haha.

wa. i cant believe im seriously nervous for my interview this coming monday. just remembered i don't have suitable clothes and shoes to wear for a formal interview like that. im stuck here la. sigh duno wad am i supposed to do. sighhh. hmmmm. no money to buy clothes too. ARGH. borrow. borrow from who?! oh man. life sucks. soemtimes i wish that im born in a richer family. but we dun get to choose do we.

but still. thank god im with my family right now. though these ppl could really frustrate me till the max sometimes.

and jeff did annoy me by refusing to take medications for his stomachache. having a strong belief on his own that those medications are useless.. when he himself says he's broke to see doc to get other medicines. sigh. my dad's like that too. how annoying can. i hate to be worried about people when they refuse to take care of their own health. when they dun even try. probably one day, they'll realise i stop screaming at them, because thats when i really don't care anymore. yup. that always happen in evreything i give up caring about. sigh.

my grandma had some situation today. vomiting accompanied by on and off fever. in the evening, she had fever again when it actually subsided before i left for work. so my brother and mummy brought her to the clinic. sigh. made me worried. ayes....

i'm having an eventful lifestyle i guess. money. family. grandma. work. what else is there. trouble...