Last night in ASc

Yeah la. From the title, guess it. yup. Emo again. haha.

Last night, we had a fantastic and spectacular movie night under the stars... together with over 100 freshies who stayed back despite the heavy rain in the afternoon. Sigh. It was really depressing in the day when it rained so heavily... it felt like the heaviest rain over the few months... cuz as it rained... our hearts got heavier. I was with jeff traveeling all the way from tampines to the army market in the rain under a mini umbrella, just to get lightsticks to prepare to distribute to freshies at night, in the hope of still having an outdoor movie night. Thank GOD. the rain stopped. and We were in time to dry the floor... hang the banners (without the blanglas help... cuz we asked them to go back, when mic activated wet weather prog initally) on our own!!! or rather, the guys i guess. Hahaha. I wasnt there to witness, but i believe it was a damn tough job done. =)

Next, there was a crazy sales of ice-cream. Imagine a few bimbos walking into the food pilot plant lab that was dark, and couldnt find the switch to turn on the lights?! They included Huijing, rahrah, clarissa, siyuen, and myself. yuppppp sadly! hahaha. we took out the few tubes of ice cream and took a rather long time to finally decide how to keep the ice cream properly outdoors to prevent them from melting. we smuggled pots, tonnes of ice, cooler, scoops, and ice boxes out of it. and that probably took us a good 40 minutes to do so. AHHA. and Miss hor was back to save us. yeap.. probably to help us turn on the lights. HAha! and she commented: now i've finally seen the side of bimbos. HAHAHA. wa lao. what a comment can!

the selling of ice-cream was the worst way ever. so gross and messy. oh man. but thank god. everyone who got their share were happily eating away when we're watching the show. =) we watched 'accepted'. Talked about a bunch of students who opened an uni on their own without any legislation or wadsoever, just because they're always rejected because of their results... and had ppl who told them that they couldnt make it. I do hope that was an insipiring show. Cuz everyone should have a fair chance of doing something theyr'e good at or even interested at... instead of having others to keep telling them that they're nv good enough.

the night passed by sweetly. I enjoyed myself sitting on the floor and stared into the white screen. I really did hope and wish that the time nv moved on. Cuz at the end of that night, my time would be over. and yeap... there it went. Everyone's spirits were still damn high after the show la.. cheering away.. celebrating for those who won some prizes from lucky draw and stuff... haha. and finally after all frsshies went home, time to issue certs for OLs, log and everyone else who participated in OLTC. SUper emo. sigh. especially after reading joanne's sms for me. she told me it's the time to enjoy the last night.. theres no longer a need for me to be strong in front of my friends. Yeap. that hit me. all along, i had always been so headstrong. Last night, i cried terribly. Perhaps it was the first time many saw me cry. hahaha.. but i felt really sad. and weak. sigh. SO weak!!!! Huijing, rahrah, Siyuen all cried la. everybody was so emo... i expected that la. Once i started crying the whole world started flooding. OH man~~~ hahaha. so funny sight actually. but i wished i had more time with ppl like them. and deb.. bendy, wallace, mic and my son, and of cuz ah peck and MANY more can. sin ee cried too.

I wrote some cards for some of them. And Ms Hor gave me a big hug when i passed one to her. i was taken aback, but i guess that hug meant so much. oh man. Couldnt bear to see wallace's face when i pass him the card... so i got sister to do it for me. haha. so gay yes i know.

Wallace talked to all those who're planning to run for elections for the coming year too. I looked at them. and yeah, perhaps, i should have confidence in this new bunch of ppl.. because i think Asc will just get better. not think, I believe so much in it. And seriously. I"m very happy, because we're the ones who managed to set roots to this, and perhaps, now might be easier for them to get started. I'm glad. =)

3 years in TP. 3 years in ASc. Not somehting that i could forget just like that. And of cuz, i guess i need somemore time to get over this fact that it'll be my memory from now on. and life moves on. Cuz even until now.. whenever i think of last night, my eyes are still filled with tears.

I'll Miss everyone so much. So dearly. and I do hope.. they remember me too. but perhaps, it might not be so. haha. i duno. sad.

alrights. time to slp. have a good rest. and stop thinking about all these. it's over. oh man. nights.