Changes!

I was just looking thru the pictures that janelle burnt for me. The cd included pictures that we took years ago! ever since like year one, and pics of us, with our classmates, with huibin. wow. all inclusive. haha. it kinda borught back some of the memories. interestingg ones, sad ones, and yeah all kinds. hmmm.

haha oh well when i have the time, probabaly i'll post some pictures onto the blog la. right now i wouldnt want to do it as my comp is seriouusly lagging. haha i cant even see the words that i type out imeediately, prob lags like a few secs. AHAH. damn gross.sss.

hmmm alright back to work tmr. so siann. i cant stand work attachment la. the longer time i work there, the more i feel that i wouldnt want to go back there after my sip ends. anyway, im planning to apply for a PT job over at the polyclinic side. heard that the pay's not bad! starting's abt 1550. i hoppe it still remains la. hai. apparently, i feel that im rather lost in wad im going to do after graduation. as we grow older every year, we tend to think about different things at the end of the year yeah? hmmm. haha. boring life we have. we spend our life working andw orking and earning money to support the family that we'll have next time. sigh. life's like that. but i guess wads most impt is to find jooy in whatever we do. thats why im so sure im not going back to the CGH. bleah.

Meli just called me from the airport. she's going shanghai now. oh man, coming back only on the 27th. i seriously hope i can be like her and apply for leave. perhaps just fake it la. i wont mind. at least i'll like have LEAVE. approved ones also.

anyways. just 5 more weeks to end of sip. time flies. im DAMn happy. but also realised how little time i've left to do my mp and the customer satisfaction project for the hosp. haha. im so dead. oh well... life's like that and im like that. always so last min when it comes to do sch projects. think i wont really score well la. but sigh. i'll just do wadever i can for now i guess.

YAY. deborah's fianlly coming back this friday. im so happy! hehe. life's gonna be good with her back with us. i miss her quite a bit man. and probably it's time to hand the AS party back to her. apparently im quite ashamed to face her cuz this project has not moved on much. sighhhhh. im sucha failure at doing projects nowadays.

im disappointed in alot of things that have happened la, in people too. i wonder when is thisw gooing to end. i hoped so much that ppl will learn form their mistakes and as they work along, they'll realise how impt are PR, which is public relations and working dynamics when it comes to doibng groupwork. sigh. transfer learning? i dun think i did it well. im sorry wallace. couldnt do itwell at all. it's just an utter disappointment to the advisors, and to myself.

Bendy, work harder pls. everyone pls work harder. be empathetic of others situations. isit that difficult?/ perhaps for certain ppl, when they're too tied up in their own situations. sigh sadness la. i really hope i could do more than wad im doing now. but apaprently, thats the most i can do. sighhhh. i hate sip.

alright. going to slp already. it's rainy weather.... and my shoulders ache is like acting up. so cant sit here for too long cuz it hurts. BLEah. anyway jeff made mashed potato for me today. WHEE. it was nice! haha but to him it was only so so la. haha but i prefer thiskinda mashed potato as compared to thosse sold outside. maybe cuz it's made be him la. hahaha. gross.

okie gdnight. bahhhhh