it's All too GOOD to be true.


hmmmm. yup. finally im back to work!!! argh. the haze was a killer, for both patients and ppl working in the PHARMACY. it was so damn crowded today la. having rested wellf or like 2 days and now im back to this busy workflow again. sigh. but im going to be strong yeah. stronger than before, and stronger for the rest of the few months. =)

arhhhh. okie. okie. jeff told me something last night. till now i still find it too good to be true, and it's so unbelievable. cuz yeah. ayes. even until now, im stil in the state of shock!!! u know. i've known jefffffrey for like how long already. hmm lets see, about 2 years plus? he was always like this mr nice guy tt i would love to have. like i always joked with azuan all the time, but i meant it, he is my favorite boy. i love it whenever he's around me and we get to meet up!

but hmm.. i nv thot things would turn out like this. though it's nothing bad after all. but it's too good to be true. yeah. hmmm mama's in genting. and my beloved boy actually bothered waking up early in the morning to get milo for me. omg. he reached my hse downstairs at like, 645, it was like 15 min before i even woke up from slp. i duno wad tt meant. and i duno how was i suppose to respond. and perhaps, like i said, it's all too good to be true.

we've been good friends for so long! it's just not easy for me to look at him in a diff way. though it's possible i must say. but, im not tt good of a girl la. i know i am not. but ayes. it's a dream man. i feel like im in a dream. hmmm. so weird.

couldnt really conc on work today la. all i could think of was the things he told me last night and this morning. ahhh. haha. this is really funny. laughable? yeah. haha.. i cant say anything now, cuz it'll not be fair to anyone. i cant cross the barrier i set for myself. i guess? im not sure. haha. im confused.

alright la. shouldnt think so much. evyerhting is okie. right? yeah i think so. haha. im dreaming right? haha. yeah i am. but i've to say, it's not a bad dream. i duno wad im talking abt. im so confused.

anyways. sigh. tmr gotta meet up with shaun and gowri and bendy for dnd. i thot i could go home earlier though. so much for wanting to rest more. haha. i ate fruits for lunch again today! seems healthy enough? hehe. but cannt eat everyday la. it wouldnt be healthy by then. hehe.=p

mama's back. =D i missed my parents la. gave them a big huggggggg when i saw them at home just now. hehe. muack muack. =) house seems so much livelier with them around. and my parents immed asked abt my flu and all, guess my bro told them. hehe. im so glad they asked. hehe.

things are getting better. right? my life will just get better, right? i hope so. i pray to God tt yes it will be. =) my mindset must br right before anthing else can get better. i know it. i'll live well from now. be stronger, for myself, and those who care for me. hehe. thats the grace thats been living, right? haha. okie la. tonnes of nonsense tonight. so weird. hehe. gdnight.